I'm holding my breath on hope
I hope this time when I call you won't think the reason I'm calling is stupid.
I'm holding my breath on hope
I hope this time when I call you are interested in what I have to say
I'm holding my breath on hope.
I hope this time you say I love you first and not mumble love you too when we hang up
I'm holding my breath on hope.
I called you today because I was hurt. I don't know why, I don't know what I really was expecting
I guess I was holding my breath for hope that you showed you somehow cared. I guess I do it to myself though, I'm the one holding my breath of hope and eventually I'll pass out because the hope of the compassion, acceptance, unconditional love I want so desperately from you, will never come.
But I want to hold my breath for that hope. I see how you treat my 1/2 siblings and I know you have it in you so I hold my breath of hope that one day, I'll be accepted in your eyes, even if that day never does come.
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A Place Of My Own
隨機Brittany has always wanted to have a place she could call her own. A place where no one could get to her if she didn't invite them in first and at anytime she didn't want them there, she could make them leave and they would. Brittany didn't think th...
