⌗𝑫𝑰𝑮𝑰𝑻𝑨𝑳 𝑫𝑰𝑨𝑹𝒀

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I always feel disappointed at myself for always and I mean ALWAYS getting my hopes up, whenever my mom says that she's gonna divorce him.

I don't know why but I just get upset and it's killing me knowing that it will never happen which is sad.

I hate it so much that she can't see that I'm unhappy. Only if my brother is unhappy then there is a problem but for me it's much different.

I guess because he has autism and well I don't. I don't get that advantage of either fixing or ruining their already broken relationship. I got nothing to do with their marriage, they're only together because of my brother.

And I'm just there, legit if my brother gets affected by their marriage they would immediately get a divorce but they just IGNORE ME.

I

Guess

What

I

Am

Trying

To

Say

Is

That

They

Will

Never

Spilt