𝘫𝘶𝘴𝘵 𝘵𝘳𝘺𝘪𝘯𝘨 𝘵𝘰 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘥 𝘰𝘯

48.

Where am I? Why am I here? Why does it has to be me?

I have no idea..

I walk i walk and i keep walking in the chilly night, with the hood of my hoodie covering my head, and some sweatpants.

It's cold, maybe will get colder as this night grows old

I keep shivering as i walk, i feel my vision getting blur 

I do not know what was happening why the sudden blur of vision

But then i feel drops of water falling down my two eyes onto the concrete, tears perhaps?

One drop, two drops, three drops..

They never stopped falling, i touch my face in disbelief

I had no idea i was crying..

I put my right hand on my chest feeling pain inflicting

I fell down on my knees on the hard concrete floor clutching my chest with both my hands

Shutting my eyes closed i started crying hysterically and then started laughing in between

I begged lord to take away this pain as i no longer could bear no more
Soon it was all black, my vision was blacked out and i assumed that death was near

Then i heard a sharp noise near my ears which shook me awake

I was relieved for it to be a dream... Perhaps a nightmare? Or a deja vu?

I don't know.