To The Friends That Didn't Stay

Dirty Games (2017)

(long before my girlfriend i dated a girl, who, a while later i found out cheated on me, with two seperate people, and i found out on two seperate occasions- this is a poem i wrote about it)

You didn't want to be alone,
You betrayed my trust for years,
You broke promises and lied to me,
Then basked amongst my tears.

You told me you'd always be there,
Well, where are you now?
Why would you break my heart like that?
I'll forever wonder how.

You thought I'd never find out,
You dared to be that cruel,
For years it took to know the truth,
You played me like a fool.

There wasn't just another,
There was two or three,
Wasn't I enough for you?
Did you get bored of me?

How could you say "I love you",
While saying it to many more?
You forever shattered my heart,
As you threw it to the floor.

We planned our entire future,
Did that mean nothing to you?
As you made love with that other girl,
You thought I didn't have a clue.

She messaged me weeks before,
I'm surprised you couldn't tell,
How blunt I was being with you,
And how blunt she was as well.

Then a boy posted on your Facebook,
With hearts and all the such,
With a post that read something like
"I love you so so much!"

"Who are you?" I commented.
"Her boyfriend" he replied to me,
Would you look at that, not just two,
You decided you wanted three.

To me you meant the entire world,
But you were caught up in your lies,
To preoccupied to love me now,
Busy with the other girls and guys.

The way that you betrayed me,
The way you let me down,
Don't have the nerve to ever come back,
I no longer want you around.

I wasted so much time with you,
My love and trust are shattered,
I thought you cared about me
But turns out I never even mattered.

Don't come back into my life
When all is done and said,
And if your other lovers leave,
Remember you should have loved me instead.