Unwanted (COMPLETED)

chapter 23

Last part

Indeed its amazing to be love by someone.

Every morning you have kisses, hugs and etc  that you don't have someone on  your life.

Life is short so make lots of memories in your love ones.

Kyle is being extra care on us.

He cook for us before he go to work.

He never come home late, because he don't want us to feel that he don't have time on us.

Every Sunday we bond as a family.

And as of my family, i didn't talk to them ever since i came back.

Di rin naman ang mga ito lumapit sakin pagkabalik ko.

Siguro ganun nalang siguro iyon..

Siguro they didn't miss me Nor love me.

Are they my family?

Are im not worth it for them?

Di ba ako  naging mabuti sa kanila, because as i can remember

I'm good at them right, i didn't do anything  for them to make them upset at me.

Maybe I'm really an unwanted daughter sister for them.

Yan yung pinaka ayaw ko na maranasan ng anak ko sakin, i will love her truly.

I will cherish every second, minute and hour, that shes with me.

I will guide her way.

I will watch her reach her dreams, become a woman and build her family

That's the least thing i can do as her mother.

Mother knows her best for her child ika nga nila.

Pero bat mom didn't guide me.

As i was reminiscing, i feel a big hand hug me from my back and kiss my back, i know who it is, sa pabango pa lang alam ko na.

What's my baby's thinking hmmmm? He asked

I was just thinking na  what if di tayo inaarrange marriage, magkakakilala pa kaya tayo? I ask.

Of course baby, i will find you where ever you are, and hunt you like crazy he said, and he make me face him, he stare at me and kiss me.

Nasabi ko na ba sayo na ang ganda mo? He asked after he kiss me.

I just nod at him and smile.

Nasabi ko na ba sayo na mahal kita he ask

I nod

At nasabi ko na ba sayo na i can't live without you by my side? He ask.

I just keep on nodding.

Mahal kita Grace, di yun magbabago, kahit tumanda man tayo, ikaw lang sapat na. He said.

Mahal din kita kyle  i said and we sealed that  on a kiss.

E-N-D

Being an unwanted daughter and sister is hurt

Its hurt because as you know, when our family didn't treat us right, even in a small things were hurting, hurting cause we know, nobody is on us.

Nobody is there when you suffering against the world.

So if you feel unwanted, just dont try your best to be wanted, Just try your best to be your best, Best of Your best.

No one can get yourself on yourself, don't mind them just keep on moving.

   

Sometimes world is unfair even people also.

But just keep fighting, and find your way on moving, life sucks sometimes but there's something better in your way you can see it if you believe on yourself that you can do it.

🙂

Natapos rin hehhee

Sorry I'm not good on describing the scene hehehe.