Unwanted (COMPLETED)

chapter 20

Kyle's Point of view

      Everything is fine, okay kami ng girlfriend ko na nasa ibang bansa, to reach her dreams, dreams of being a fashion model.

 
    She's clingy and adorable most of the time, when she have a time we spend on dating, eating, talking lots of stuff, until she decide to go in U. S  to reach her dreams.

  At first i hesitate to say yes when she say she wants to go there, pero di  ko siguro kakayanin na maging selfish kung ang kasayahan nya ay nasa mga  pangarap nya.

   I want her to reach her dreams, far away from me, I can wait for her, even it takes a lot of year before she came back on me.

   
   That's why i decided to let her go and reach her dreams.

 
    At first where okay even we have a distance relationship, pero ning tumagala na nawawalan na ito ng time sakin, parang nakalimutan na ako nito.

Until one day when my mom said, we have a family dinner, akala ko talaga family dinner lang yun but sad to say  di pala lang ganun ang magaganap.

  I have an arrange marriage to a girl name Grace Deniz Bueno, the only daughter of Rafael Bueno, i can say she's beautiful and innocent at the same time, i can see her sadness through her eyes.

   
  That night i yell at her, i say i have a girlfriend and i don't want this marriage and she also said to me, we are the same page.

 

      That's our first meeting, everytime we have a family dinner, i didn't attend to, dahil alam ko na di lang family dinner ang magaganap alam ko na andoon na naman ang fiancee ko.

    We second meet when our engagement party happen, she looks gorgeous on her dress, she really a beauty, but i can say she's shy, and  don't have any people to talk to, kasi kanina ko pa napapansin ang  pagiging tahimik nito.

  
     Third meet when our wedding happen, we just stay by our side and not talking while we face our visitors, when we came home, where we gonna live like a couple, she ask me where is her room, and i just said just choose any room as you want, and then i head my way on my own room, i just take a bath for almost 5 minutes and then go out on my room.

  
    Nakita ko ito sa isang  pinto ng room na bawal gamitin.

    I yell at her again, i can see she's hurt for what I'm saying, habang nakikita ko yung sakit sa mga mata nya,  parang bigla nalang nasaktan yung puso ko.

 

  She fight back at me, she said anything that i was saying earlier, as i keep on staring at her, i find her cute when shes angry.

     Akala ko di nito totohanin ang pag-alis nito, but i was wrong, she really leave me.

     Umabot ng dalawa...

       Tatlo

        Apat

        Limang minuto ay di ko na natiis at saka lumabas na ng bahay.

    Gabi pa naman marami  pa namang lasing sa daan ngayong mga oras nato, sana lang talaga walang mangyayaring masama sa babaeng yun, ayaw ko lang ma konsensya.

 

   As i slowly riding my car, I hear a voice from afar, kaya naman binilisan ko ng konti ang pagpapatakbo ko bago ko nahagilap yung mga kalalakihan na parang may pinagpyipyistahan.

   Lumapit ako dito, to see Deniz face begging, I can say she's crying while begging as i stare at him i felt an urge to come close to her and hug her very tight in my arms, i want to snake my arm on her waist so that she can feel that she's safe on my arms.

     I walk as fast as i could and hit the mans face who try to kiss her on her lips, bumolagta ito sa lupa, sinapak ko din ang isa at isa pa at isa pa hanggang tumba na ito.

   

    I stood in front of her, i can see she's trembling with fear, i want to punch my face, because i know I'm at fault why she got into this mess, why she almost being rape on those fucking drunk asshole.

    In order to not show my madness i turn around and walk far away on her, just to calm my self, i want to kill all those motherfuckers on touching my woman.

   Did i just think ,,my woman?  Bigla ko nalang  ani sa sarili ko.

  When i start claiming her as my woman?

  Did i just like her as my woman?

Ano ba yang iniisip mo self syempre sayo sya dahil asawa mo naman talaga siya.

  When i calm myself i hurried coming back on that place where i see Deniz, but when i go there, theirs no Deniz in there i only see those fucking drunk assholes.

I called a police, and file a case on those four shitty man. Before i head my way home.

  Hinanap ko si Deniz kahit saan, saan-saan, nag hire na ako ng investigator para mahanap sya, but its all negative, i can't find her, I started to get worried of here.

  Where could she be?

   Did she eat in exact time?

  Did she sleep well?

Yung ang palagi kung tanong  na gusto kung itanong sa kanya , pero di nasasagot  kasi di ko pa sya mahanap.

Until 3 months had past by, di ako tumigil sa paghahanap sa kanya,  every second or minute a hour a day or a week and a month.

I just can't help it, i want to find her as soon as possible, i really miss her.

Maybe you think that I'm crazy , maybe I am, because i like my wife ahh not like I love my wife, even i will lost every money i have just to find her.

Namadalian na siguro kayo sakin, we don't have a bond in a past meeting we have we just talk casually in front of our parent but when we just a two of us, we just silent nothing serious talks happen when were together.

  I see her innocent and a lovable also.