"Why Not Me?" Beverly Marsh x Reader

☆Part 8☆

I wake up at 10 am,pretty late for me. I go downstairs and see Bill eating breakfast "Hey Billyboy" i joke "G-goodmornign t-to you t-too" "Whats the plans for today?" "P-Park?" " Sure,ill go get dressed"

I go to my room and get changed into (Whaever you want tbh)

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We all sit on the bench or around.
i gave quick glances at Bev but she just stared at Bill..
I put my head down abit in disappointment  *Does she not like me? did yesterday not mean anything*  "You okay?" Richie asks me i just shake my head no "whats wrong?" i nod my head towrds Bev and he just nods his head in realization "Wanna go?" "Yeah" "Okay come on" we both leave and head to the quarry on our bikes

"We kissed yesterday" i say out of pocket

"What." Richie abruptly stops while sayin

"yea thats whats botherin me and now she dnot acknowledging me at all and i think she like Bill now and i just dont know.Do you think you could maybe i dont know figure if she does?"

"I suppose Y/N"

"Thanks Richie your the best"

We laugh about at the quarry for about half an hour and then decide to go home

As i walk through my door i hesr laughing upstairs from bills room so as im going to my room i sneak up to see whats happening. I saw Beverly in his room, they were laughing and looked like they were in love with eachother,Tears swelled up in my eyes and they all gushed out when i saw Beverly and Bill kiss

I quietly rushed to my room,locked the door and just cryed all night as that was all i could do