Ian was not in the greatest mind set today. The day started off with him having an accident which wouldn't be bad if he was wearing a diaper like I told him to but he wanted to be big and not wear one then he was throwing markers around and screaming so he broke two rules so I took his toys away then he lost it and just started sobbing and screaming "Ian baby calm down please baby" I said holding him "daddy I sowwy I didn't mean it please" Ian whimpered god I need to find out what triggered this "it's okay baby but you know that throwing things doesn't work your way okay so no toys for 2 days okay" I said praying he doesn't get mad he turns himself around and digs himself into my chest sobbing "oh bubs it's okay you know that when you do something that isn't good consequences happen" I said rubbing his back "I understand daddy" he said mumbling into my chest "can you tell me what triggered you today" I said because I really need to know "a nightmare it was about you leaving me and den I lost it I tried weally hard to be calm but dat didn't work I weally sowwy daddy" he said in a wobbly voice fuck I should of asked him earlier "Ian baby I'm never leaving you okay now with your toys you can still have your bedtime toys ok" I said he nods
Ian's pov:
Mickey carry's me to our room and places me underneath the covers he also get under with me holding me I fall asleep so does he
