Different doesn't mean wrong

Chapter 19; Confessions

I looked up to see who tripped me, because I'm absolutely sure that I didn't trip on my own feet. Someone's leg was there on purpose. And guess who I saw. Yoon Bomi. Well, Bomi strikes again. (Ohmy. I almost typed Yoongi instead of Yoon lol)

Jungkook rushed to me and asked with a worried face, "Jieun ah gwaenchanha?!?!?! (Jieun are you alright?) Are you hurt anywhere?!"

"I'm fine... " I told him. When I tried to stand up, he grabbed my arm and helped me up.

JK: YAH YOU'RE BLEEDING!! HOW IS THIS 'FINE'???

Me: Oh I didn't see that.. Mian... (Sorry...)

JK: Let's go back to the function room. I'll apply medicine for you..

Me: Arrasseo.. (Okay..)

He helped me back to the function room and went to get the first aid kit while the kids went off to continue their games. He came back and started applying the disinfectant on my wound before taking out the cream to apply on my wound. After that, he took a piece of cotton and some tape to paste it on my wound so as to prevent further bleeding.

Throughout the process, all I did was to stare at him.. He is the first guy to actually care for me and rush to me to ask if I'm okay whenever something happens. I really appreciate his existence. I appreciate his care and concern towards me. I appreciate his helpfulness and initiative in helping me.

JK: Why are you staring at me like that? Am I that attractive? ;)

Me: M-mwo? (W-what?) Er nothing.. //In a whispering tone// Yea you're that attractive..

JK: What did you say? I didn't manage to catch that... kekeke

Me: Yah don't tease me...

JK: Arrasseo... (Okay...) Anyway.. it's been hard on you.. I'm sorry. All of this is happening to you because of me. If it weren't for me you wouldn't have to go through all thi-

I shushed him by placing my finger on his lips. I didn't like it when he said that.

Me: Stop talking like that. It's not your fault. You don't know how thankful I am to know you and to have you by my side. Your presence itself is comforting to me. Don't even think of leaving me. I won't let you go. And stop saying such stuff... Try this once more and I'm gonna whack you hard!!!

JK: Heol... (*A way of expressing shock or disbelief in Korea*) I was just apologizing because I know I've brought a lot of troubles- OUCH APA!! (OUCH IT HURTS!!)

I slapped him hard on his back. I told him not to talk like that!!!

Me: I told you not to talk like that~

JK: Tch...

This is so rare, but I held his hands and looked at him in the eye, saying," Thank you for always being here for me. Thank you for always protecting me. Thank you for everything you've done for me so far.. It's an honour to meet you, and I really cherish our friendship a lot. Sorry for being such a burden to you. I know that you're having a hard time because of me. I always feel like I'm useless, and that I'm not worthy of you. But nevertheless, I hope we can continue being close no matter how many of your fangirls or crush tries to come in between us. Lastly.. I.. like- Ani, (No,) I love you. I love you to the extent that I see you as my everything. I'm willing to sacrifice myself for you. I'll smile when I see you smile. I'll cry when I see you cry. It hurts to see you smiling or being close to other girls. It feels like a piece of my flesh is being cut off when you ignore me or when you're mad at me. I don't know what to do without you. When I'm not with you, I can't stop thinking about you for a second. I want to be by your side 24/7. I want to be the reason you smile everyday. Your importance to me is indescribable in words. I feel at a loss without you. I can't live without you. I don't know when all of these started, but all I know is how much I love you. It's to the extent where nothing can stop my feelings for you. All I can say is.. I love you. Saranghae (I love you) Jungkook ah."