Seven Unfortunate Lifetimes (Love You Seven Times)

Chapter 51 ~End~

"I'm not celestial star Chu Kong," he said quietly. His voice was hoarse. "In my heart there isn't immortal life of the heaven and earth and there also isn't doing good things for the people. I just wanted to protect you. I just really wanted to protect you. What freedom? What living alone? Those aren't what I want. To become the person you like. To let my figure enter your eyes, even if it was just for a moment, it'll be alright. Knowing that you like me will be enough."

"I really didn't want to make you angry. I was just afraid......afraid that one day I can't control myself and hurt you. So, I tried everything to leave you. I just thought......"

His voice choked. He buried his head in my neck like how I comforted him in the past.

"I just thought that I can't let that person in my body harm you. I just wanted to use all my effort to protect you. I just thought that if you say some disappointing words to me, after I died, will you be less sad?"

My heart felt pain. I listened to him continue saying: "I'm sorry. I'm so stupid......I'm still as stupid as when I was a child. I couldn't think of a better idea!"

He broke down in tears.

"Get up and beat me. Get up and teach me a lesson. You can do as you like, just......don't leave me."

"You know, my greatest fear is this......"

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Comments:

The points that this Chu Kong lost are back.

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Sure enough, it was the same as I had guessed. I tried heart to suppress the complex emotions in my heart. I rationally analysed.

Three years ago, Jin Lian's scattered immortal soul entered his body and began to tell him what had happened in the past and trying hard to lure him in the evil ways. Chu Kong didn't listen to him, but the evil energy would certainly had an impact on Chu Kong.

For three years, Chu Kong came back once in the month on the fifteenth. The fifteenth of each month was the time where it was the cleanest on earth. He came back to see me then, must be because he was fully able to neutralize the evil energy. After that he didn't return for a few months. Probably his strength wasn't enough to suppress the evil energy in his body.

On New Year's Eve he came back. After I told him all the things that happened in the past, he looked for a reason, found and excuse, said some hateful words to anger me and made me faint. He looked at me helplessly and told me again and again to not go look for him.

When I thought about it with a calm mind, all these acts were actually him saying goodbye to me.

He took Jin Lian to the place where former Chu Kong died together with Jin Lian. He wanted to put everything back to square one. He wanted me to take it as if in this lifetime I had never found him.

I thought that meatball Kong was already no different from an ordinary human, but now I knew that he was still really stupid. He wanted to die with Jin Lian again and he was afraid that when he died, he wouldn't know how to comfort me. So, he took preventive measures. Using such a clumsy way to let me be disappointed in him, to let me lose all hope in him. When he left, then I would not be sad.

Really......

So extremely stupid!

He really thought that I was so stupid. He really thought that I couldn't see his strange behaviour. Did he really think that if he did these things, he could protect me?

I gritted my teeth. At this time, I really want to grab his collar and roar: "What sort of thing did you become in this life?! See, into what you turned your fine life to?!"