Possibility • Beck Oliver

31. Crush

"well you just hate the idea of anything good happening for me" Tori said making me nod.

"that could not be more true" Jade said.

"now i'm just saying any dude that hot and perfect is hiding a secret" Jade said making me nod.

"then what's becks" Andre asked confused.

"he was unit i found out" I said pursing my lips.

"what- what was i hiding" he asked confused.

"that you were born in Canada" I whispered wide eyed, nodding.

"it wasn't a secret" he said confused as we started walking to class, Andre following us.

"well, it wasn't until i found out" I sing sang walking into class.

He laughed following me.

I was at home with Cat, we were lying on my bed.

"So have any new lovers in your life" I asked looking at her.

She giggled slightly, I gasped sitting up "whooo do you like" I said slapping her leg.

She started blushing making me laugh at her "Uh i think Robbie " she said playing with a pillow on my bed.

I yelled laughing "Ahhhh Kitty" I said pushing her slightly.

She laughed grabbing my hand "stop, stop" she said laughing still.

"How are you and Beck" she asked laying next to me.

"Good, amazing" I said in a daze smiling.

She laughed sitting next to me and putting a movie on.

"Goodnight cyn i love you" she said yawning.

"Goodnight, I love you Kitty" I said rolling over and closing my eyes.

I was in the music room deciding what songs i was going to sing for the "full moon jam".

We were in Tori's house, telling her about Ryder.

"so we checked it with some of the other chicks Ryders gone out with"

"and its true"

"so he's just using me to get a good grade" she asked sadly.

"sorry tori"

"you must feel dumb right now" I asked drinking my lemonade.

"Oay, time out"

"what I'm not a dog"

"Stairs now"

"no"

"then no cuddles tonight" he said making me gasp.

"then no kisses for a week" I said crossing my arms and sitting on the stairs.

Jade came over sitting next to me "so you gonna live with no kisses for a week" she said making me laugh.

I nodded "might make it two" i said smiling at her.

"I would like to welcome Cynthia Valentine to open the full moon jam" Lane said as i walked on the stage with everyone clapping.

I don't wanna talk right now
I just wanna watch TV
I'll stay in the pool and drown
So I don't have to watch you leave
I put on Survivor just to watch somebody suffer
Maybe I should get some sleep
Sinking in the sofa while they all betray each other
What's the point of anything?All of my friends are missing again
That's what happens when you fall in love
You don't have the time, you leave them all behind
You tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love Don't know where you are right now
Did you see me on TV?
I'll try not to starve myself
Just because you're mad at me
And I'll be in denial for at least a little while
What about the plans we made?
The internet's gone wild watching movie stars on trial
While they're overturning Roe v. Wade Now all of my friends are missing again
'Cause that's what happens when you fall in love
You don't have the time, you leave them all behind
And you tell yourself it's fine, you're just in love And I don't get along with anyone
Maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I'm the problem Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Maybe I, maybe I, maybe I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem
Baby, I, baby, I, baby, I'm the problem

I finished with everyone clapping I smiled getting off the stage, a while later the quads were singing, and then i think tori is after them.

"you know Cyn, you're a really good singer" Lane said making me smile at him.

"thank you that means a lot"

"And i think you could get a full scholarship on singing" he said looking at me.

I looked at him wide eyed "really" I asked as he nodded, walking away when someone called his name.