I see my baby boy for the first time making me break into tears he looked just like James
"Omg"i say crying out for my baby before the nurse puts him in my arms My momma an my brother had flew down here soon as they heard James was gone they are going to start staying with us for a little bit
"Momma I miss himmmm" i say hyperventilating over the fact I'll never be able to get a kiss from him again
"Baby calm down"my mom says making me keep going
"You have your baby in you hand be careful"soon as she said that I looked down to a sleeping baby making faces at me making me smile an start focusing on him
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A couple days went by and I was so happy to have the help from my family with saint but I missed my baby ion think he really dead assum he ain't dead I tell myself while holdin back my tears then my phone starts ringing making my eyes flutter open an i see it's an unknown number so I answer it
"Do you miss me" I hear Jameses voice say making me start crying
"Babyy" i say holdin my hand on my mouth breathing hard
"Yes mama"he says making me smile
"Where are yo-"I got to say before he interrupts me
"Look I hadda go away for a little bit an I need them away from you an my kids so let it be for right now I just missed your sexc ole voice I needed to hear you"he says making me giggle
"Please tell me this ain't no joke" I say crying even more thinking about it
"Naww it ain't I'm back in Louisiana with my family I want y'all to come down for Christmas to meet the whole fam now that your apart of my life forever" he says making me confused
"Wait wym forever" i say looking around till he said sum
"Look in my bottom draw on my side of the bed rq"he says making me get up and walk over to it
"Ok"i say before making sure he was still otp
"Now open it"he says making me slide the draw open
"Will you marry me baby"he says making me scream as I picked the big diamond ring up
"Yesss yesss yeesss baby" I say putting it on my ring finger
"Now look up at the cameras an wave to daddy" he says making me look around the room for it seeing it in the corner behind a light making me flick him off as he laughs
"You been watching me"i say shaking my head
"Mhmm that pussy still wet fa me" he says making me flick him off again
"You been watching me cry about you an jus now callin me" i say mugg in the camera
"12 was watching you I hadda make sure you was playing your part well"he says making me roll my eyes
"You seen saint he looks just like you" i say getting tears in my eyes
"Don't cry mama you will see me soon baby" he says making me wipe my face
"I wanna feel an smell an lick on you again I miss my baby"i say with a frown on my face
"You got 1 week before you see me you'll be ight" he says making me smack my teeth
"Okay Ian tellin amara you tellin her when you see her" i say thinking about how she's going to feel
"Igh I gotta go we can ft er night if you want but just don't let nobody find out I'm still alive around er" he says making me nod
