Once dat nigga hit me all in my face I was crying while he was apologizing trynna grab on me an I was sick of his shit tbh fuck dat nigga putting his hands me pregnant too oh fuck no I will not let him stay in my life fa da baby sake
"GET TF FUCK OUT" I say yelling at him an him jus grabbing his stuff going out the door an i lock it up n jus cry an go look at myself inna mirror
"Why would he ever do this to me"i say mumbling wiping my tears touching my lip
"I'm fr done wit him"I say going in my closet an grab some alcohol pads to clean my lip with
Couple weeks later.... 1:24 Am
I was sleep laying in my bed when I felt like I peed on myself which caused me to sit up an stretch
"Fucking pregnancies" i say getting out my bed not feeling anything but water on my legs then I remember I am 9 months an my water can break at any time
"Shit shit shit" I say going to put on sum pjs and grabbing the baby bag I prepared last week An waddling out my apartment going to my car I speed off going 70 in a 20 but there wasn't that many cars so I can get down thru then I hear police sirens an i think about pulling over but I can't bc I'm starting to have more contractions
"Fuck he jus gone have to wait" i say going on the highway the seeing 2 more police cars behind me yelling for me to pull over I jus get on the exit an an keep driving
I hear my phone ringing but I cant answer it an finally I pull into the hospital E.R section an get out with my hands inna air for the police to see
"Ma'am get on the ground"the police officer says holding his taser out at me
"My water broke an im having really bad contractions I had to get here fast" I say raising up my shirt to show him my belly an they put they tazers down an go an get a stretcher chair an a doctor while the other ones wait with me getting my stuff an checking my tags an stuff as I give them my license an they get my bag an the baby's bag an carry it for me as I get on the stretcher with the doctor
"Ahhhh" I say groanin feeling pain everywhere
"She's all clear put this in her purse an stay wit her till she get her self situated"the head officer says makin me smile then back to groaning
"Would you like me to call the farther of the child or anyone" the girl officers says as she's holding my bags walking while they push me in the hospital
"Can you please call my brother" I said unlocking my phone an giving it to her
"I trust this lady even if I jus met her" I say in my head while still feeling pain
August 17th 2006 at 3:46 Am is when my baby girl Amara Lilly wright was born
Currently I'm laid out in the hospital bed tired than a mf but I do got my brother,my mom here that's all who I wanted in here I don't feel Like I can trust anyone anymore specially not around my child I've became happy asf now ion gotta carry a child in me my brother kept trying to get me to call gutta but I want him out my life fa good now an Ian tell no one how he put his hands on me so they jus didn't understand
9 months later I decided to post my baby on da gram
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________________________________ After I posted amara guttas mom called me
"Hello miss stacey" I say in the phone
"Hey layla I seen you just posted my grand child when will I be able to see her"she says sounding so sweet
"Umm we can come by tomorrow around like 6 if you want to finally meet her" i say walking to amara crib seeing she was sleep
"Okay that's fine I'll be here do you mind if asia,Leon are here they would also love to meet their niece
"No ma'am I do not mind at all" I say in the phone going to fix amara a bottle an sitting in my mini fridge in my room
"Alright baby goodnight I'll see you trm" she says in the phone
"Alright we'll see y'all bye" I say hanging up the phone throwing my phone on the bed an picking out sum shorts an a sports bra to put on for tonight an i get in the shower an after 15 minutes I get out cuz I can never leave my baby to long I be missin her I get out the shower an i put on my clothes do my skin care an lotion my skin good an go back in my room seeing Amara is awake an calling for me "mama mama" she says as I pick my phone up then her
"Hey baby" I say as she smiles at me an i take her little onesie off to change her diaper after I do that I put her on a match outfit on like mine N a jacket on her since it was cool out side an grab my keys phone an wallet plus her an her diaper bag an cup an i go out my apartment door locking it up as I go out since I changed the locks
An i head off to the garage an put amara in an make sure my seatbelt on an she's locked in before starting my car an pulling off going to Chick-fil-A
"Amara" I say looking back at her an her at me
"Aww her so smart" I say smiling at her an her laughing
"What can I get you" I hear the worker say as he walk towards my window
"Can I get 5 piece nugget an 2 chicken sandwich's with a large red hi-c please" I say looking up at him
"It would be 20.19 after tax" an i hand him a 20 dollar bill an a quarter an roll up my window putting on the air cuz it was getting warm playing coco the movie fa amara on the seat tv thing I bought fa like 20 dollars off Amazon it connects to my phone an all it's cool
Someone knocks on my window an i look over from my phone an see it the worker with my food
"Here you go" he says handing me my food an drink an change
"Thanks have a good day"I say grabbing the shit n putting my car in drive an driving off going to Walmart
"You ready to eat" I say going out my car getting amara an putting her up in the front seat with this pillow cushion thing I found to go where the dash board is so she won't fall forward an i go back to my side an sit down an move the seat tv thing to the front an an i sit her chicken nuggets in front of her An I grab her cup from the back seeing she already started eating them one by one she so fucking smart I say to myself shaking my head an i pour sum juice in her cup an she drink some then sits it down beside her while watching the tv making me smile so I start eating....
