「𝐞𝐧𝐝𝐥𝐞𝐬𝐬 𝐝𝐞𝐬𝐢𝐫𝐞 」

25 | Raging Madness

Breaking the contact I look onto the floor to witness who the bottle will land on before I feel someone hit my leg lightly with theirs. It was Grace sitting besides me as she grabbed her phone out of her pocket. "Your lucky nobody else saw you and Silas giving each other 'fuck me' eyes" She texted me. I leave out a quiet chuckle before responding back. "How cringe and no, just a little tease.." I replied back. Trying to hide the smile on my lips that was trying to appear onto my face, I put my phone on the ground as the bottle lands on me.

Shit.

"Hmm Sophie.." Christina said looking at me as she tilted her head. "What should I ask Miss Little Perfect" She said sarcastically in a bitchy tone. Rolling my eyes I responded back to her with a simple "What"

"Have you ever kissed anyone in this circle" She said giggling. "Not on the lips no" I said smirking, my teeth reaching my lips as I bite them lightly as I turn my head to look at Silas. Pointing to the one time I peppered kisses along  his neck. "Okay i'll spin now" I said as I grabbed onto the glass, green bottle and spinned it. A couple seconds later it stops spinning and lands on Christina. I wasn't sure what to ask her, I mean nothing would come up to my head.. So I just asked her the same. "Have you kissed anyone in this circle" I spoke up to her.

"Mhmm, I have.." She said looking at Silas with doe eyes as she grabbed his neck bringing it closer to her head as she looked at him, the whole group watching as she bent her head down and started to pepper kisses on his neck, sucking was involved as she had planned to leave marks for later on. Silas tried pulling away with a uncomfortable look on his face. "Chris- Christina stop" he mumbled as he struggled to remove her grip before finally pulling her hand off his face.

"Oh shit, you needy as fuck" Jeremiah said out loud as he started laughing, Jackson along with him as I couldn't help but let out a giggle and cover my mouth trying to not let out the upcoming laughter that wanted to escape my mouth. Christina giving me a look. "What Sophie? What's so funny?"she said in a bitchy tone as she looked in my direction. My tongue hits the inside of my mouth as I look back at her. "You" I tell her straight up.

"What you jealous you can't kiss him all over like I do? Because I see how you look at him" She says as the room goes silent. I shake my head and look at Silas. "Get your bitch out of my house, Silas" I tell him as he looks at me in confusion, staring for a couple seconds. "Didn't get the memo? Get out" I tell him. "Get up Christina" He says as he takes her hand aggressively and leaves.

"Bro that chick is really fucked up with her words, I mean you don't even like Silas do you Sophie?" Jackson asked me after Silas and Christina left. "No.. No i don't" I reply looking onto the floor knowing feelings were being developed that weren't as strong as hatred, that I denied and denied.

"So is he still coming to the christmas gathering at my summer house this holidays?" Jeremiah asks. "Dude! Of course" Jackson states. "He's still our friend Jer" Scarlett mentions. "Yeah, he is" Jeremiah asks.

"I'm so excited for this weekend! Thanks so much for inviting us Jeremiah honestly" Grace mentions.

SILAS POV/PERSPECTIVE:

"Didn't get the memo? Get out" Sophie says straight to my face with raging madness driven through her, I could tell. I mean I basically used to cause all her madness. Her words stabbed like a knife straight through my heart. I couldn't help but feel even more mad about what Christina had caused tonight, her attitude, her comments towards everyone and most importantly the fact she was kissing me all over my neck..

...When deep inside I wanted Sophie's lips on my skin. I can't help but feel a desire running through my veins for this girl. Every time her hazel eyes lock in contact with mine. My stomach drops as it's crowded with butterflies, my heart beating faster with every time she bites her lips or flips her hair. I didn't know what was wrong with me or why I was feeling these things but I honestly had no idea. 

Getting in the car I place my palms on my head as I bring my head to the steering wheel, in the position for a while. "What?" Christina told me in a tone filled with ongoing attitude that was all she let out. "What?" I brought my head up to look at her in disbelief. "You completely humiliated me inside there!" I told her shaking my head. "What? You didn't want to disappoint your little crush Sophie there, Im not fucking stupid Silas you kept looking at her all night" She said as I reversed out of the driveway. "Yeah yeah, Whatever" I told her as I continued to drive to my place.

"Of course! Your going to deny it. You fucking like her it's so obvious" Christina said in a high tone. "Are you hearing yourself! Me like Sophie literal Campbell?... I- I can't. No i don't like her" I told myself and Christina in a convincing tone, as I lowered my tone towards the end of my sentence, knowing deep down I was just trying to avoid my feelings for her, hide them. Thoughts running through my head of what could happen when we all head out to Jeremiah's summer house for a couple days this weekend.

Hey! Thank you for reading. Next chapter i'm so excited to write! Stay tuned.

Love,
Mary <3