Songs I Write | VII

Down To The Sunken Pit

I know I don't mean the notes I wrote
In blood, in blood
Call it a joke, a hoax, I know it's my fault I soak
In blood, in blood

There's a whole lot of screaming
From the voice that's yours
And I wish I could hear it
But all I fear is the sound of the choice
I could take it away now
I could lose my grip
Fasten the belt
It's a one way trip
I was always down for it

I made it clear to everybody near
I don't wanna fucking be here, I just wanna fucking go
But never made it, dear, terror always trumped the tears
I don't wanna fucking be here but I got nowhere else to go

And I could down the pills
Down to the sunken pit
I could be so reckless
To not give any shits
I could down the pills
I could never wake up
But I'm sat in my bed
Will I ever be brave enough?

There's a whole lot of screaming
From the voice that's yours
And I wish I could hear it
But all I fear is the sound of the noise
I could take it away now
I could lose myself
Fasten the belt
It's a one way to hell
I was always down so what fucking else?

I made it clear to everybody near
I don't wanna fucking be here, I just wanna fucking go
But never made it, dear, terror always trumped the tears
I don't wanna fucking be here but I got no one else to call

I made it clear to everybody near
I don't wanna fucking be here, I just wanna fucking go
But never made it, dear, terror always trumped the tears
I don't wanna fucking be here, I've taken my time but what have I got to show?

I know I don't mean the notes I wrote
In blood, in blood
Call me a curse, a mark in the dirt, I know it's my fault I'm the worst
But it's done, it's done