Lost Innocence

CHAPTER 60

"Darcel Luan Ashford" Sean mumbled as he read the tombstone he crouch down and put the flowers down with a small smile

"hey love how are you today?" Sean asked before sitting beside the tomb

"today, I received more orders that usual so I thought of visiting you cause I might not be able to come again for the next few days" he starts to tear up

"and also to greet you happy birthday" Sean wiped his tears that was only replaced by new ones

"I'm sorry though I can't bring you your favorite cake, I really tried making it but I just keep on failing I even nearly burn the kitchen" Sean continued

"Darcel I really really miss you do you know that?" Sean's voice broke

"yesterday I again mistaken someone as you" he cried

"why did you leave me baby?" he said caressing the tombstone

"I still love you and I will always do" he cried

"I did some thinking again and I started to wonder is asking you to live in those days too cruel of me?"

"is asking you to hold on too cruel? Is refusing to kill you despite knowing your pain cruel of me?" he cried

A year in comma, Darcel died, he gave up. Since then everyone continued their lives but everyone's time was froze in that time, the time they lost Darcel. They are all focusing in their private lives and they meet up at least once a week to talk with each other Danica and Raiden just had their baby girl which they named Alya Aster Fabian the couples are now two years married. Silas and Maison was planning to adopt a child or have surrogacy. Hunter and Nathan already adopted a twins which they named Thunder and Lightning both had Nathan's last name as the couple also got married overseas the year before. Liam and Daeven both decided to enjoy their lives first before adopting children, Stanley and Liam was the same and they thought they are still too young to have children though both was so attracted with babies that they almost lived with Raiden and Danica. Sean stayed single, he can't bring himself to find new love as if he still believed Darcel was still alive but he knew that was very impossible

"your here ge" Stanley said he's with Lance they are holding some flowers and cake

Sean wiped his tears away and look at them with smile

"yeah" Sean whispered

"happy birthday ge I miss you" Stanley said putting down the flowers

"happy birthday ge" Lance also greeted and light up the candle in the cake

The three stayed there talking random things they can think about Darcel until the whole gang was there, that the place seemed crowded all of a sudden

"I think we walked to the wrong direction" Daemon said jokingly

"I thought this is cemetery" he added making the others shake their heads

"hello uncle, aunt" everyone greeted with a smile and they also did the same

After spending almost two hours there Celeste invited everyone to their house which everyone gladly accepted. They're back to the Ashfords old residence, the one where Celeste nearly died. Everyone enjoyed, they all laughed and smiled but after the door closed on their own rooms it all disappeared and was replaced by tears

"I miss you so much" Sean cried curled up on the floor

Everyone feel the same, they missed him and still wished him to be there, that night everyone went to sleep with tear stained face. 

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--MistyRain

(edited)