Snow boyx boy (demon/hell's angel/raven fan fic)

Ill Fated Decision

ILL FATED DECISION

Raven walked briskly through the cave hallways, his mind a jumbled mess. Rogan was positioned securely on his Dad's hips, his head nestled into the croak of Raven's shoulders. The young sub had never seen the older sub look quite as he was. But Rogan was wise enough to not question him for he decided that his dad looked as though the sound of a needle could drive him over the edge. And Rogan did not want to risk this. He knew that whatever his dad was troubling over would only be resolved when the older wolf decided to. And by the way Raven had grabbed his son and was now holding unto him like life support, Rogan was scared for him. He was afraid that if he parted from his dad or even spoke, Raven's strength would come tumbling down.

Raven turned down a familiar hallway and Rogan shifted his head slightly in curiousity. Rogan wasn't expecting his dad to bring him back to their cave where they and his father and brother all shared. Rogan didn't let the fact that his dad angry gumbling and harsh whispered words came to a short and were replaced by a sharp uneven intake of breath.

Rogan felt his dad stop and hesitate there for a moment before deciding mostly likely not to coward out now. His dad walked forward and Rogan wondered if to pretend to be sleeping. He decided he would and he laid motionless at his comfortable spot on his dad's hips and shoulders.

Raven walked into his cave to be greeted by a pacing Jagger. The dominate's facr was twisted in fright, worry and indecision. He seemed to be fighting within himself, an internal battle, and Raven did not know how one person could contain all the emotions that his mate now wore. Apparantly Jagger did not notice when Raven had entered and in his pacing, he turned to be hit off guard with the image of his mate and son.

The dominate released a breath of happiness and rushed to Raven, encasing him and Rogan into a hug filled with love and relief.

"I thought maybe you had really left. Gone already. That we were too late. Darius even had some wolves set out to ensure you havent gone far." Jagger released the hug and was now looking affectionately at his mate. He had always appreciated Raven's beauty as many others have but now that he had actually believed he could have lost him, he saw a new kind of beauty and love for the sub.

"I couldnt leave without seeing you," Raven answered truthfully.

Fear hit Jagger harder than any one person could hit him. And his eyes swelled up big, unfallen tears filling them, "So you're still leaving them?"

The question was just a whisper but it was filled with so much heartbreak. Raven looked down at the rough ground below him where the dirt and been walked on so many times that it was now flattened to a hardened and uneven mass that worked as well as if it had been plastered as the humans perferred it.

Jagger understood that Raven could form no words to state that he was in fact leaving. A broken sob escaped the domimate and Raven could not recall ever seeimg the werewolf so weak and heartbroken. And Raven questioned himself, how could he do this to Jagger? To the man he loved? How could he break him so, a man who have only showed him love and made Raven feel things he would have never believed even possible? But how could he do the same to his son? How could he do Rogan such an injustice? Raven was torn. Even Rogan who had been fooled by his own body and had truly fallen asleep instead of his plan of pretending now laid almost stiff at the thoughts of leaving and the broken sobs that escaped his father who was only strong in his eyes but was now weak by words that did not even escape Raven's lips.

"You could come with me Jagger. I'm not leaving you- I am leaving the pack," Raven attempted to comfort and persuade his mate.

Jagger, who had crumbled unto the floor in his sorrow, now looked into the sub's eyes with a pleading look, "How can you not be leaving me if you are leaving the pack? For I am the pack and the pack is me."