Hurts

39 father

Tae's pov

Everything heppens so quickly I didn't even get any chance to process anything. I leave gguki almost everyday to a neighbour aunt, she loves him, she helps us very much. It's not first time she come here with gguki, whenever he was sleepy and bore he whines for me she brought him here, our house is not too far from caffe. Other day it wasn't difficult for me but today it's different.

I'm already tensed around him (jk). And the same time she brought him here and he continuously whining for me to feed him, I'm trying to stop him but can't. Oh how much I want run away from here but I have to atleast bid them properly, I can't leave from there like this.

I am timely looking at there face suga hyung is looking at me blankly and jungkook...he is looking so shoked and confused at same time I bet he wants to ask something which I feared the most. I can't let him know that gguki is his son also but they already know I can get pregnant. I have to tell them another story, jk must have already moved on. I can't take another rejection and moreover we don't want him in our life (he smiled betrayal in his mind) but his thoughts is stopped by a question which is most unwanted to him but not unexpected.

"Taehyung who is this baby?"

And it's suga hyung not jk I gulped hard "oh god what I'll gonna answer" they desperately looking at me for the answer.

"If you are comfortable then you can tell us...if you are not then you don't have to, we are just curious, right kook" suga raised his eyes to jk. He nervously shook his head as yes.

It's looks like I have to tell them. I let out a long sigh.

"So as you guys know I can get pregnant umm...he is my baby I gave him birth and...(pause)..... It was an one night stand" nervously said looking somewhere avoiding the eye contact.

As I finished I can feel my legs are shaking I have no courage to face them I just lowered my head.

Jk's pov

I feel like numb right now, one night stand.... taehyung.... seriously.... This is unbelievable.... but he just said....

I'm trying hard not to break down infront of him, my heart aching so much, look like he totally forgot me, now he have another men in his life and a b.. baby also. I should be happy right? Because my baby is happy, it doesn't matter with whom but atleast happy.

So I've to let him go because I promised myself if he is happy then I'm also. I've no rights to come between their family. But before I leave I have to apologise from him.

But my all theory went wrong after hearing next thing.

No one's  pov

"So what does his father do?" Suga blankly asked.

"N..nothing...we don't live together, um I don't even know who is his father, how's he looks like, after that night we never met each other" tae shuttering and it's clearly visible.

Jk is feeling little happy, so there have little hope "I'm going to accept anything related tae even the baby also, but I have take things slow, and before that I've to apologise him"

And here the baby's angry pout is growing bigger because his mother didn't give attention to him. Taehyung noticed that looked at his friends " excuse me guys, I think my baby is hungry I think yunjun already came I'll tell him to bring your coffee. They both nodded.

Before leaving there tae glanced at jk for last time who is lowered his head "did he hurt? Why should he, he is the one who didn't want me, I'm nothing to him"( tae thought)

Bye guys...

After he left, a boy come with two coffee. Suga drinking the coffee but jk just looking at the cup.