After The Sunshine

chapter 14

Alexia pov_

I really hope I did okay in my history test, considering I didn't sleep early and I didn't even study!!" I complained to Maddie resting my head on the table in the cafeteria.

"Why didn't you sleep and why didn't you put in extra effort, you know history isn't your strong hold, and you look like shit this morning, this isn't you Alexia, what's going on?

"Nothing"

"I don't believe that."

"I broke up with Tyler, my mom's been acting strange and I made out with Luke, who is Tyler's brother and I can't seem to get him off my mind, I got a D twice in economics and my new neighbor is rude!! That sums everything up!!" I said In one breath "My life is a mess right now" I said resting my head back on the table as Maddie was left speechless

"Wow! Hold on...Luke ,like Luke! Your brother's roommate is Tyler's brother! And you guys made out! And you broke up with Tyler? Maddie asked surprise evident in her voice "Does this have anything to do with the party? I mean you completely changed from then...look at you Alexia, you're failing economics, you love Economics...what really happened?" Maddie asked,look of concern on her face...I told her everything that happened without skipping a detail,she looked shocked and white as a ghost, she grabbed me and hugged me so tight that I could barely breathe_.

"Maddie! I can't breathe"

"Im sorry...what are you gonna do, do you really don't love him anymore...what do you want Alexia?" Maddie asked me...I was saved by the bell because I don't even know what to answer..or how best to answer,few months ago I knew what I wanted ,how I wanted it, but not now ,not anymore...it's like my life is just all over the place scattered...I can't seem to do what I love anymore...my emotions are conflicted...I have to get myself together, I can't afford another D in any subject anymore "what do you want Alexia" Maddie voice boomed in my head...I don't know what I want, is this the darkness Maddie was talking about after the sunshine..will I get to see twinkling of stars or a rainbow or will I be completely dissolve in it...

"ALEXIA!!" Maddie yelled shaking me "Snap out of your thoughts, we've got classes to attend, breathe in and breathe out...you've got this!" Maddie reassured me.

"Thanks maddie, let's get to class".

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"Must we attend this party Maddie, I don't feel okay" I said grumpily laying on the bed

"Its not a must, I'd rather hang out with Adrian" she said silently but loud enough for me to here.

"I heard that" I said smiling and Maddie just rolled her eyes blushing "Im happy for you Maddie and I hope my brother isn't behaving like a jerk"

"your brother is so sweet and caring and..."

"i don't need to know that, please!...let's get dressed, I suddenly have a good feeling about it " I said and stood up to get dressed while Maddie just stared at me in disbelief.

"Youre so crazy" Maddie said laughing...we both got dressed... Maddie was a jean short and crop top, she let her hair fall and put a hair band to pull it back..I did light makeup for her at her request though, I wore a black skinny highwaisted jean..a very short crop top that stopped right under my black bra..and I pulled my hair up in a high pony tail..I finished up with some lipgloss..and white converse ...we went downstairs and I saw my mom going through some paperwork on the kitchen island_

"see you later mom"

"Enjoy your night, you both look great..and don't forget to use protections" my mom yelled after use...we drove off in Maddie's car..when we got to the party, it was already in high spirit, why is teenage party so hormonal, I asked myself after passing alot of couples making out aggressively...We went to get a drink and went to dance but as soon as we hit the dance floor, Maggie saw us and walked towards us..

"Heyy, you made it...and you don't look too shabby Maddie" Maggie said in her usual high pitched voice " come on let go meet the other's" Maggie said half dragging me and Maddie followed, I froze as I saw Tyler sitted there casually looking so hot,I grabbed Maddie's hand immediately_

"Lets go maddie"

"Why? You're such a weakling Alexia...why are you running away...we are not gonna bite, we just wanna play a game" Maggie said Mockingly..I know her word's shouldn't get to Me but it did and I'm not a coward, I'm over Tyler and staying here while he looks at me like he wants to strip me off everything I'm wearing..I decided to stay

"Fine! Let's do this". I said taking a seat beside mitchelle while Maddie just shook her head while sitting beside me ..I know she didn't approve but then I needed to prove myself right that I have gotten over everything.

" Since we are all sitted, let's play, so the game rules is simple..do the dare or take a shot...oh before I forget..there is no Truth ..you know truth and dare but ..Just the dare ..so let's spin the bottle!" Maggie said enthusiastically while the other's cheered...gosh this is just another game for teens to act on their hormones once again...I have need been a fan of this game but here I am still sitted..Maggie spinned the bottle and it ended on brad one of Pete's friends and he was dared to kiss a total stranger In the party..he actually did it but got a slap from the girl at the end...they all cheered for him, gosh I don't wanna be here...but I still was sitted! The bottle was spinned again and it ended on me! Such terrible luck...Maggie smirked and said_

"Why don't you take off your shirt for 5 mins"

"She won't do that!!" Tyler said smithing with anger

"And why is that Tyler! She either do it or take a drink! " Maggie turned to me and continued "I didn't know you were a mime... I've always known you to be a weakling but_" I didn't let her finish before pulling my top over my head smirking with satisfaction as I saw Tyler grating his teeth...I wore my top back after 5 mins was up, the bottle was spinned again and this time it landed on mitchelle and she was dared to tongue kiss anyone in the circle till the count of ten and surprisedly she went to Maddie and kissed her..."Well that was unexpected" I said to Maddie seeing how flushed she looked..This time the bottle landed on Maggie and she was dared to kiss anyone in the room and of course it will be Tyler..she went and sat on him,placed his hands on her ass and kissed him for a long time, I was seething with anger as he was kissing her or she was kissing him...she smirked at me as she went to take her sit...the bottle again landed on me and I was dared to kiss Pete!oh no...but I was already pissed Just as I stood up to go kiss him, Tyler pulled me by the hand and dragged me outside_

"What was that for!?!" I asked looking directly at him

"Wtf are you trying to prove Alexia!can't you see Maggie was looking for ways to mess with you!" He said fuming

"Its none of your business! I didn't interrupt your erotic happy ending session with Maggie,did I ?" I asked yelling "Yoy have no Right! No right!" I said trying to walk away but he held my hand

"Alexia...I'm sorry okay..I really am please_"

"you have nothing to be sorry for, you're doing a very good job moving..so please continue" I left him standing there...I felt hurt but...I didn't want any of that, I have to concentrate on myself..I dailed Maddie's number , telling her I was waiting beside the car..the came at once and we drove off in silence.

*******Author's note****
I'm really sorry for this short chapter,next will be longer, comment,like and vote!
Thanks for reading...on to the next!
Xoxo..

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