Poems of Life (Depression, Love, Etc.)

Betrayal

Some things will never change,

But I feel betrayed at your sudden

Leave, it has left me with nothing

But a dependency for my medication,

I need it now more than ever.

I am falling towards the ground,

There's not much longer before

I make contact, there's not much

Longer before I am expected to

Explain myself.

I can't sleep, I admit that,

But I am ashamed to admit

That I have lost control

To my darker half, the half

That was once asleep.

Life, it is full of betrayal,

Some things never change,

But that doesn't mean your

Heart can accept them for

What they are;

I revel in agony, it's left me

With nothing, no one wants

To be near me, no one wants

To see me, no one wants to

Hear their dear little girl,

What is so wrong with me?

Why has everyone turned away?

I can't tell you why I cry,

I can't tell you why I wake up

With tears streaming down my face,

Nor can I tell you why I stay up

All night, you don't want to hear

About me, you say I have nothing

To be depressed about, but, now,

I am losing control to my darker half.

Do I not matter to you?

I'm supposed to be your little girl,

You were supposed to love me

No matter what happened to me,

No matter what was a lie...

Betrayal is all we know in this life

Of ours, it is the only thing that stays

With us through everything, and

My mind reals in regret as this constant

Never changes.