One-shots

little do you know

Tw:suicide

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She probably doesn't know I'm breaking while she drifts to sleep. She didn't know I'm trying to get better. I'm trying to pick myself up piece by piece. But little did she know I wanted to end it all. She wasn't here. I need her but she won't answer the phone.

I know that I hurt her but she keeps my life together. I pick up the blade that's next to me and stare at it.

"I'm sorry ma belle"I whisper

"Don't" someone yells

I look up and there she is.

"Bella don't, I'm not worth it"

"Yes you are"

"Stop, just let me go"

"I don't want to. I don't want to let you go I want, no I need you here with me"

"Yeah well I don't want to hurt you anymore"

I plunged the blade into my stomach with tears in my eyes. I stumbled over to my bed while she looked at me. She rushed over trying to stop the bleeding but couldn't. She got in bed behind me and rested her head on mine. She wrapped her arms around me and kissed my head.

"You never hurt me" she whispered.

She lifted my head off her chest and kissed me for the last time. That's how she spent the rest of her day. Holding me while I took my last breaths.

"I love you" I mumble

"I love you more" she whispers

"Not pos... " I went quiet.

"Baby"

"..."

"I know now. Not possible" she finished.

A/n: this was based on me today but suicide isn't an option guys. Ik life sucks and idk when it'll get better but I'm here if anyone needs to talk.