Once In A Lifetime (Felix X Reader)

09

YN POV

Oh Gosh! I can't believe I'm still at the agency at this hour. This morning was life draining because of all the charity work at the orphanage but everything went well. I want to go home but I need to get this done first. I've been on the exact same sheet of paper for 4 hours now and I still can't finish this song.

"Well, good music doesn't come by whenever you force it. Should I just go home?" I talk to myself in my comfortable and secured studio.

*Ting*

Lazily I drag my phone from another chair beside me and look at the notification.

"It's my boyfriend!" I squealed, getting all hyper again just seeing his name on my screen.

I quickly see what he sent me and it was a voice message. Geez, he should've just called me. I press on the play button and turn the volume up.

"YN, I miss you. When are you coming home."

FUCK! And in his God damn deep voice that felt like it made me cum without cumming at all. damnit! His voice vibrated in my ears and its just pure bliss. AH fuck.

I've never been so in love with this guy.

"THAT'S IT I'M GOING HOME!"

Turning off the computers and everything I need to, I pack my bag and left running. I'm so damn whipped for this guy. Like, what human being would be able to resist him?

"Oh, YN. Going home?" It was Chan who I passed by the hall.

"Yup see yah later at 9, don't bother calling Felix before 7 am. Thanks!" I said as fast as I left him stunned.

"Huh... but why?..."

Because I have a feeling we'll be at it for a while.

FELIX POV

I sent the message but... she left me on read. That's odd. Should I have called her instead? No, if she left me on read she must be busy.

Sighing on the kitchen island, I stare at the front door waiting. It's getting late, I wish she'd come home early. But I can't complain, I come home late too.

Not only is she busy, there's also Miel's birthday celebration in two days. She must be stressed. Maybe I should drop by the mansion to lend a hand. I could spend some time with Miel, babysit her.

Now that I think about it, when was the last time me and YN had alone time? It's always "shooting a video", "photoshoot", "family meeting" , "dance practice" and others.

Can't blame me entirely for being pent up.

I got tired of waiting by the kitchen island so I moved to the step right before the door. Her indoor slippers laid unbothered right beside where I sat down. Compared to mine, her feet are way smaller. It's cute.

"Am I loving her enough?" Sometimes, I feel like I'm not giving her enough. Is she happy? Are we okay? "Maybe I should've asked her to tell me what was going on then maybe I could've helped." Or maybe...it was something I couldn't help her with?

"Gosh, I think I'm over thinking."

And before I even knew it, I was crying. Crying silently in the dark inner doorstep. Then the light from outside came inside as the door opened.

"Felix!"

There it was, the same daring eyes that got me flustered and shy on the first time we met.

She jumped in my arms, warm and it made me feel complete. This feeling, everything about this was all I could ever ask for. But what about her.

"I missed you so much Felix, I left work as soon as I got you're message. Sorry I took so long. Please don't cry." she held my face in her soft hands, her thumbs wiping away my falling tears. She kisses my forehead then my nose. The door was back closed and it was dark but I can see her clearly.

"I'm not crying, I just- just..." I take a deep breath and hugged her. Hiding my face on her neck. The safeness I feel from her scent. "...am I loving you enough?" my voice cracked.

What if she says no? What if she's tired of me?

"Are you crazy?" I look up at her and she was surprised. As was I. "Felix, I wouldn't be where I am without you. And I'd go back to the same time every time, the day we met and the day we kissed. Even in the next lifetimes, its always going to be us, loving each other how we do best."

Is this true? Is this real? Is she really mine?

"YN..."

"I know you, I do. That's why I'm sorry for making you worry like this. I knew I should've told you sooner about what was troubling me. I'm so sorry Felix." Tears fell on her cheek as well and my hands reach her face instantly wiping them away.

"No, I'm sorry. You know I care about you a lot but I couldn't help but think...maybe I seemed like I didn't care." I hug her again, as tight as I could would out suffocating her.

"I know you care, don't worry. I'm thankful for you giving me space to solve my problems. It's okay, alright?" she twirls her fingers through my hair and kissed the top of my head.

"I love you." I kiss her neck. "I love you YN."

"I love you too Felix."

Staring into her eyes as she was above me, everything felt right and at peace. Our lips kissed and our eyes shut. Our tongues felt each others warmth and the sensation was turning us both on.

I can't help but roam my hands all over her body as we kissed deeply. The exhales and moans that came from the both of us and the impatient tugs on our clothes.

"I want you Felix, I want you so bad." she begs, her hips grinding on me. "You're all I want Felix."

"I'm all yours YN, every piece of me is yours."

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