Once In A Lifetime (Felix X Reader)

03

I wanna go home I wanna go home I wanna go home I WANNA GO HOME!

"My sweet little honey sugar plum how you've grown so beautiful like your grandmother! Ohh here here let me hug you~"

A scent of strong flowers rushes through my nostrils as my grandmother squezzes me into a hug.

"It's been so long grandma and you still look as fresh as ever." she lets go of me after kissing my cheeks and grinning.

"Aigoo! My granddaughter really is the best in noticing the fastest. I had to make it more obvious to your grandfather that I was glowing like my younger self again. That old man can't tell what's what anymore!" she pats my back and holds my arms tightly while we walk inside the mansion.

We sit down and gathered in the living room. Mom and Dad played with Miel who was on the carpet while listening to my suffering talk with grandmother.

"When did grandma arrive from Canada? Dad didn't tell me you were here already." I send dad a smile that also glared at him. He avoided my eyes and looked at Mom (Stepmom).

"I told him not to tell you, I was going to surprise you at your apartment but your Father said that you were very busy and wouldn't be home."

Oh, good call. If she by chance went to my place and met Felix, it would be a storm.

"Ahhh his right. I was shooting for a show yesterday grandma so it was a good call that you didn't go."

"Really? My granddaughter filming for a show? That is so wonderful! Are you the female lead? When can I meet your director? Who's the male lead? Is he handsome?"

"Grandma calm down." I gently place my hands on her shoulder and smile warmly at her. "One question at a time."

She takes a breath and pats my hands.

"The shooting isn't exactly for a drama or romance movie. It's related to my music showing its concept."

"Is that so? Oh! When can I meet this boy Felix? Hmm? Why is he not here helping your father?"

My mind went completely blank. I didn't think she would bring this up this early.

"Felix? Um, uh...Felix is working...right now. He's at the agency."

She shows an unsatisfied face. "I know he's also a dancer like you but does he even have anything else to show? What does his family do? How much does he make in a year?"

"My lovely Grandmother, we are here to prepare for Miel's Doljabi not my marriage interview. You can do this another time."

"Oh sweetheart, I'm just worried that you might end up like your father."

What?

"Mother, now is not the time to talk about that." Dad spoke in a hushed voice. It's obvious he's scared of his own mother.

"Then when?! When she's off to marry?! Just like how you went in a hurry to marry that woman because you got her pregnant??"

"Mother!"

"What? It's the truth and we all know that."

I knew that very well. Too well.
Mom looks at me very worried and dad held himself back from glancing at me because he knows the exact expression on my face.

I'd like to say that I'm used to it. I'm used to the truth. But damn it still hurts everytime.

"U e " (Unnie) a tap on my knee took my attention, it was Miel who had crawled her way towards me. She was trying to climb up my leg.

Looking at her chubby face and big round eyes that were the same exact color as mine, how she looked so fill of love.

"I don't need another child with a broken marriage. This time we need to make it right."

Okay I think that's enough flashing back to the past.

I lift Miel up and carry her back to Mom.
"I need to go, I still have practice to do. I'll come back imediately when I can."

"YN-"

"It's okay Dad, I really need to go back." I reassure him with a smile and bid goodbye to gradnother as well.

"Okay sweetie, be safe."

Why does it have to be like this? Why do I have to FEEL like this?

I walk by myself on the sidewalk and let my mind take over. All the memories of the past stung and puts a bitter taste.

Mom wasn't a rich person. She was very simple and humble. My dad was a wealthy son and now a wealthy self employed man.

They were living very different lives but love and fate brought them together.

They had me.

Unplanned...unfortunately.

But they always told me that I was a blessing no matter how unexpected I was.

And I'm happy that they love me so much that they tried their best to stay together and even tried to get back together.

But I saw just how unhappy they were forcing theirselves...I gave up and told them to follow what they feel is right.

I accepted their divorce.

At the same time I hated it.

Grandmother, as to how she acted earlier, was the most angered and disappointed one about it.

But hey, at least my parents are happy now with their lives.

Mom is all better and traveling now. Dad has Ms. Yuna and Miel.

I'm very happy for them.

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[PLEASE I ALMOST CRIED STOP]
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