Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 60

"N-nic?" my lips we're shaking as i asked "I-ikaw bayan?"

Dahan dahan niyang ibinukas ang mga bising niya "Xyrille.." he whispered kaya napatakbo nalang ako papunta sakanya. I cried everything on his chest as he started to crease my hair. "Im here now darling, tell me what you need" he whispered and kissed me.

I told him how hurt I was and asked some things "Hindi ka galit? At kailan ka babalik? Alam kong madami kang ginagawa you can go home anytime"

"Im not mad and are you trying to push me away? Darling, i asked for a week break and payed the school using my dad's money. He lend me some, I also learned from him that you are here in your province because of your uncle" he wiped my tears using his thumb. "You didn't answer my calls either so I came here. I missed you so much, and I'm sorry because the dates I promised you didn't work out. Forgive me, I wasn't by your side when you lost your uncle. Forgive me my love" sunod sunod niyang paghingi ng tawad.

"Nic, hindi mo kailangang mag-sorry kung nagaaral ka naman kaya hindi natutuloy mga plano natin na mini dates. I understand that you're working hard for your future." i squeezed his hand tightly.

"Its for our future Xyrille, everything im doing is for our future" he pulled me again for a tight hug. In that way nakapagpahinga ako at nakaidlip ng kaunti sa bisig niya.

Tinawag ako nila tito Leo at tito Jerick para magusap, nun kolang nalaman na may sakit din si nanay. Butas daw yung puso niya. I wanted to be mad kay nanay, pero hindi ko kaya, i dont wanna makethings worse than it is right now.

The days we're fast, i just found myself giving a speech in front of our relatives, naiyak din ako habang nagsasalita kaya tinapos kona, i threw a flower on my Tito's coffin as they started sealing his grave.

Pagkauwi sa manila ay inayos kona ulit pagaaral ko. At bumawi sa mga namiss ko na subject. "A-ate Shai please pakilinaw naman" naiiyak ko na namang saad.

[S-si Margaux, kung ano ano chinachat sakin. W-wala kaba narerecive mula s-sakanya?] She was freaking out by the way she talked.

"W-wala—" Just then my phone vibrated, napatayko agad yung tawag ng hindi nagpapaalam nakita ko chat ni Margaux kaya agad kong inopen.

Ecka, I love you so much tandaan moyan okay? Kaya kahit sa taas o sa baba man ako mapunta. Susuportahan kita, once again, i love you Ecka, i love our circle of friends.

Nanginginig ang mga kamay kong nabitawan yung cp, i rushed to my motorcycle as i picked up my phone and started driving as fast as i could to their apartment. Naabutan ko nalang si Margaux na unti unti nang nasasakal at hinahatak yung tali sa leeg niya. "Margaux! Margaux tangina!" tumakbo ako papunta sakanya at tinulak yung kama niya sa baba ng paa niya. I picked up a cutter and slashed the rope from the ceiling.

She fell on the bed chocking and pale. Umupo ako sa tabi niya at hinatak siya para mayakap "Gago ka.." i cursed her while started crying "Ano ba ginagawa mo ha?! Alam mobang patay kana kung hindi kita naabutan!? Tangina Margaux akala koba sabay nating aabutin pangarap natin huh?! Kasama sila ate Shai! Ano ginagawa mo?!"

"E-ewan ko" walang kwenta niyang sagot tsaka siya nagsimualng umiyak, our friends came except for ate Shai. I contacted her but she didn't answer. Uulitin ko sanang tawagan siya pero tumawag si kuya Kei, magkasama daw sila kaya tumigil nako.

The last weeks we had was tiring tapos hindi pa kami nagkita dahil ako lang ang umuuwi. Siya hindi. Last week he promised me na we'll have a date and we both ended up studying, ganon din nung friday, he promised a date pero hindi ulit natuloy, it hurts, yung nafaflutter ka at umaasa para sa araw nayon pero hindi naman natutuloy.

When he came, naawa ako bigla, sa itsura palang niya, alam na alam kong pagod na pagod na siya. Inayos kona yung lamesa tsaka pumunta sa kwarto "Nic, dinner is ready—" napahinto ako nang makita siya sa kama na natutulog, hindi niya naalis yung sapatos niya pati yung bag niya ay hindi niya naalis sakaniya.