Never Enough (Psycho Series #3)

Chapter 6

"Why'd you come back?" tanong ko sakanilang dalawa.

Andito kami sa hallway, si Olivia ay asa clinic.

"I forgot to give you this" he handed me a knife.

"For?" kunot noo kong tanong pagka tanggap ko non.

"I know you dont carry guns with you around, yan nalang. Baka abangan ka nila. You'll never know" he shrugged. Tumango nalang ako tsaka sila nagpaalam.

Nilagay ko nalang yung belt sa braso ko tsaka nilagay yung kutsilyo dun, it's better to place it on your thigh pero naka-slacks ako.

The day ended without anyone talking to me, I asked someone to bring the materials to Evie and Luke, I just left a sticky note in there.

'Ill do the sketch, ako nadin magdidiscuss.'

That's what I left while my siblings are fighting inside my room. "Chesca!" I heard my dad's voice kaya lumabas nako.

"Hm?"

"What happened in your school?" tanong nito.

"I almost killed her" walang pake kong saad.

"Why?"

"She slapped me when I approached a friend? Im not sure if we're friends but anyways, she was jealous about nothing" I rolled my eyes.

"You're a such a trouble maker" mom glared at me.

"Speaking of school, How's your grades?" dad changed the topic again.

"Fine, still on top" happy? I tried not to sound sarcastic.

"Are you sure?" paninigurado ni mommy.

"Yeah"

"Pag ako tinawagan na naman ng dean–" I cut dad off.

"Please, just belive me. Kung ayaw niyong maniwala ayan lang yung school, pumunta kayo at magtanong" tumayo ako at pumasok ulit sa kwarto ko.

Pinaalis ko yung mgakapatid ko at nilock yung pinto tsaka sumandal dun. "Life sucks" I chuckled while tearing up. Everyone thought that I have a perfect family but no, they may love me. But everything I ask have a fucking condition.

Sakal na sakal ako, alam ko naman na babae ako at dapat ding paghingpitan. Lalo na't unica ija ako. But damn it! This was too fucking much!

I wanted to earn trust that's why I always obey them, I endure everything for my siblings. Ate ako, I have to be their role model.

Hindi ko namalayan na nakatulog nako, may dalawang guest room sa condo ko so I expected na dun sila natulog.

When I woke up, I cooked pancakes for them and left. Just like I expected, no one's approaching me.

I wanted to cry this shit out of me, but I dont have time for that.

Another day ended and it was boring, I dont know if I'm dramatic or what pero naiiyak nalang ako kapag lagi akong nagiisa.

"Xy" mom called me.

Napatigil ako sa paglalakad. "Don't call me that" I glared at her.

"Fine" she sighed "Franchesca, we're visiting the hospital, wanna come?" I didn't talk, I just took my hoodie and my phone.

Lumabas na agad ako dahil nauna na sila, my siblings we're again fighting "Shut it dipshits!" I yelled and kicked them and cursed like my parents weren't here.

I smiled when we reached the hospital because my mother told me to. I greeted some nurse and doctors before I went to the building where psychologist were.

Palakad lakad lang ako habang pinagmamasdan yung mga pasyente, I walked across a little girl. As far as I know, she was diagnosed with sleeping paralysis.

"Hello" I gave her a smile.

She just looked at me and didn't respond "I can read your eyes" I pulled a chair close to her bed and held her hand.

"R-really?" her lips parted.

"Yes, I can read it. Your scared and sad..." I creased her hand.

"My f-friends are scared of m-me. T-they said that I-I was weird" tears started streaming down her cheeks.

"Shh, dont cry love. Ate's here" I hugged her and played with her hair. I waited 'till she calmed down and my sister came to call me out.

"Alright, susunod ako mauna kana ate, thanks" I gave her a smile. "Ate will be going na ha, next time i see you, I want to see a shiny smile. Okay?"

"Okay ate, ingat po" she nodded. I even talked to her doctor before I left.

We had dinner on ate Pia's house, she's engaged with kuya Vincent, Vince's brother, another asshole that I know.

They called ate Bei too, kaya sabay sabay na kaming kumain. Puro puri ang binigay nila mommy kay ate Pia, ate Mia, at ate Bei, and I? I was just eating and minding my own business.

Natapos ang dinner ng wala akong kibo, nagpaiwan sila mommy kaya nagcommute ako pauwi.

Naligo ako at nahiga agad sa kama ko, naalala kolang na hindi nako nakakapagupdate sa mga sinusulat ko kaya inasikaso koyon after ng essay ko.

My cats are all clingy today huh? Two of them are laying on my lap and Astrid is sleeping on my shoulder.

I just creased their fur and started typing again.

Im working on a zombie series, natapos kona yung unang series ko a year ago. Im now focusing on a zombie one.

Natawa nalang ako sa mga comments, bakit daw may pinatay ako. Sorry nalang.

I actually don't care if I dont have a million followers like other authors, as long as I'm enjoying it. Im fine.

After ng dalawang chapter na nasulatko ay hinanap kona yung sketch book ko, I almost forgot about the project.

It took me 3 whole hours to finish it, wala pang digital copy kaya ipinagpabukas ko nalang. I want to discuss this with my group personally.

I saw my phone rang kaya kinuha ko yun, it's from our gc. Niready kona sarili ko and flashed a fake smile on my lip, I know ate Ayu, ate Shai, ate Aza and Margaux will notice it but. I dont care.

"Ollaaaa!" sigaw ko sabay tawa nang magulat yung mga pusa ko. They're all just glaring at me "What?" kunot noo kong tanong. "Ambilis ng chismis! jusko!" tumayo ako at naginat.

[Musta ka dyan?] ate Shai asked.

[Sino bayung babae nayon?! Gago amputa!] sigaw ni Yanna.

[Learn self control Ecka] Margaux sighed.

"Its not like, learning self control is easy" I chuckled not taking it seriously.

[We'll visit you tomorrow] Ate Ayu said kaya nataranta ako.

"What? May klase bukas! And theres no way y'all will drive from QC to Parañaque" umiling ako

[Di lang ikaw pwede nun] pinatay nila yung tawag.

"Seriously?" I chuckled "My friends are... unpredictable.."