Believer's Sins [Reborn In One Piece]

IX

-Hertha..? Is that you?

-no, it's not Hertha.

-...

pffff haha.

-I didn't want you to chase me out when I just came in.

-...I'm.. I'm sorry for what I said.. I-I didn't mean it.. I was just angry, and..

-you don't need to apologize, I know it was hard for you to know about the massacre but still couldn't do anything to prevent it from happening.

-...

-I know that you had a terrible conflict between all of your emotions, and anger took over. It's okay to make mistakes you know? I make a lot of mistakes myself, but that what makes a human, human.

-thank you... Hertha..

I stroke his hair gently and start a small conversation so he can forget about all of his problems.

After an hour or so, the servants call me for breakfast.
-well, I'll come visit you again. My dear little brother.

I have breakfast normally and get a few heart attacks as they were talking about a little girl that saved Sabo. In the end, they didn't find out that it was me.

I go back to where my brother is, and I don't find him on his bed.
-Where did my brother go?

-he went to the bathroom my lady.

I have a weird feeling about that? Wait, maybe he snuck out again! This annoying brat...

I head to the door but almost slam my face with it, as someone opened it.
-Hertha? I'm sorry! Are you hurt?

-no, no. Don't worry, but where were you really?

-in the bathroom?

-mmmh...

I tell the servants off and start chatting with Sabo. But all of a sudden he says.

-who are you really?

I was confused.

-what do you mean? I'm Hertha?

-no, I don't know why but I stopped thinking of you as Hertha ever since that one incident where you were kidnapped.

-oh.. you mean the sudden change of heart? Or whatever I changed.

-...

-well, ever since that accident, I couldn't remember anything that happened before that. Not even my name.

-and you just moved on? Weren't you scared?

-I would be lying if I say I wasn't. But the cold and harsh treatment of those two creatures cooled me down. Do you know what I mean?

-... but you always have that "knowing" aura that proves otherwise.

-what do you mean?

-well, when I look at you, you always have that "I know everything" gaze. And when you were saved back, you looked strangely wiser with a hint of anger in your eyes and you were somewhat intimidating.

-mhhh...

So this is what it feels like when I'm analyzing someone's body language. That won't stop me from doing it again, but if I take the same approach as him, I would make the other party uncomfortable.

-look at you, thinking of changing your methods of analyzing people because you think that you make them uncomfortable.

I do an eye closed smile, annoyed.

-What a sharp little brat.

-I take it from you.

-of course you do, your older sister is the best.

I lay down on the bed and change subject. We talk for a few more hours and he talks to me about his goal of taking a boat and leaving this country. I didn't think of it much and brushed it off as a dream for when he's an adult.

Rosa calls me and Sabo to have lunch with sterry and his parents.
-there is News of Bluejam's boat burning.

Can't that brat just shut up?

-so, it is futile for Sabo to run, and he should just listen to his parents' orders and make them proud.

Why is he talking in third person?

Sabo just ignores him and thinks of Luffy and Ace. Probably.

After lunch was over I spent the rest of the day in the library. And in the carriage bringing me back home, I have a thought.

I need to change the place I hid the treasures at. Because even if that place in the garden is isolated, that doesn't mean that it's the perfect place to hide gold.

Even if it's late, it's not suspicious if I want to go to the garden.

The next day, I left the mansion early with Rosa. Nantokanette came too, with her lady-in-waiting and we went through the stores. We stopped at a cute Cafe and ordered some snacks. The maids were a bit far from us.

-so, Tokababe (NanTOKAnette). I have something serious to share with you.

-oh, what is it?

-do you want to be the queen of the country? Not just a queen that goes around and have tea parties. But the sole ruler of this island. An Empress.

She brings her face closer to mine.

-elaborate.

I smirk.

-I want you to become the queen and let me help you fix this country.

-there is always a counterpart to these kind of big propositions.

-of course! I'm the one to start the rebellion and wipe out every single trashy noble.

-but how will you help me fix the country when you'll have such a crime on your back?

-I will only help you rise in ranks and become the new queen. I know I can trust you with this kind of responsibility.

-...

-and after having a wanted poster, I'll live my life as a pirate.

-A WHAT?!

-shhhhh... I know it seems unreasonable and unrealistic, but that's what I want to be. The freedom that I want to experience will all be possible as a pirate. I want to have all kind of adventures and see all kind of things.

-but still.. it's too dangerous... and even *whisper* starting a rebellion...

-I know, but I want to do it. As much as you want to be at the top.

-....

I held out my hand. And she hesitantly shakes it. I turn it around and kiss the back of her hand.

-let's do it together, my Queen.