March 1, 2012
Today is the third month of my pregnancy. I walk over to the mirror and turn side ways. I didn't see much, maybe a ripple, but my bump was beginning. It's kinda scary and exciting. My ankles are swollen. Cravings are becoming hard to forget, but I can push them away and eat the right things for my baby. My baby, huh, that's sounds strangely... Perfect.
March 4, 2012
I went to my check up, everything is going good so far. I hope it stays like that. I don't want anything bad to happen to my baby. I want a healthy, happy baby. I go out with Tina and we eat some food at a restaurant near by. She has been going on and on about the guy we met with Harley. His name it Dale, Dale the lawyer. She is falling in love with him, good for her. Falling in love and not getting pregnant. Part of me is jealous, but another part says," She has no idea how amazing it feels know you're about to become a mother."
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 5, 2012
Today, my child's father and I sit down to talk about everything, we went to court and now everything is set in stone. We are just discussing everything over. Seeing him makes me not worry about my babies looks, it's going to be beautiful, intelligence seems to not be an issue either. We both just made a mistake and we know that. He asked if I could send him a picture of our child once every year. I decided that was only fair. We have each other's addresses, so we could mail things back in forth. He signed his rights to my baby away instead of giving me money. He promised to help if I ever needed it. I was grateful, but I couldn't go to him. he gave our child up, therefore I can't stand him. He is missing out on one of the greatest opportunities ever.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 6, 2012
I've officially started to wear my pregnancy clothes. My body is changing and I can tell, I am puking so much more lately. I've been dizzy and tired. My hormones are causing me to be happy, then angry with a blink of an eye. I started doing yoga. It's to keep me some what skinny after this baby comes out. on the 16th I will be going to another appointment. This one is suppose to be more fun. I am suppose to hear the heart beat this time. I can't wait to hear its heart beat.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 10, 2012
It's my mom's birthday, and we are rushing my father to the hospital. He is having another episode. I am so scared of what might happen. What will happen if it happens again, he might not live next time. My dad is calling for me.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 11, 2012
My father is fine. I stayed in the hospital all night, he told mom and I to go home, but we just sat in the waiting room. The nurses noticed I was pregnant and wanted me to go home and sleep. I couldn't just go. This was my dad. My baby was going to be fine, if I had one night ruff sleep in a uncomfortable position. They left me alone after that. Today, I have been trying to keep my mom's head high. She really loves him, and I don't think she can go through this kind of pain for much longer before she slips into a depression. Dad knowds that. Thats why he only told me that he has maybe two year left to live.
Sincerely, Hadley Jane
March 13, 2012
We checked dad out of the hospital, He is now in a wheelchair. He can't stand us wheeling him around. He doesn't like to be helped ever. He wants us to lean on him, not the other way around, his pride is being hurt right now. Mom keeps reassuring him that he doesn't need to always be so strong. He smiles but his eyes are stoney. I had to leave. I couldn't see him in so much pain any longer, so I went to the art studio, and helped get everything set up for the kids classes. I loved being there. All my worries went way, for a little while.
Sincerely, Hadley Jane
March 15, 2012
Puke. That's how I describe my day. Puke.
Sincerely, Hadley Jane
March 16, 2012
I have recovered from yesterday, and went to my appointment today. I heard my babies heart beat. I was so excited. They said everything is going just as it should, just try to remain as stress free, as possible. I can do that. Mom took me to the spa.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 18, 2012
Family reunion!!!! I get to see all of my cousins and aunts. Everybody! My whole family was very supportive about my pregnancy, except grandma. She doesn't agree with sex outside of wedlock. I don't care though. We played some games, and ate some AMAZING food! I was so happy to see everyone.I showed off some of my paintings. A couple family members bought some off of me. Giving my a grand total of 500 dollars in my pocket! Did I mention I got a job? Yeah at the art studio; it's good pay. It is just enough to get all my bills payed and get the things I need. No extra stuff though. I'm saving up a lot of money for baby stuff. Babies are very expensive. I have a whole year budgeting plan.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 20, 2012
Today I relax. I have done a lot with the family, and now I'm home alone enjoying my tea and a book while I wait for my painting to dry. I finally finished it. This one took most of my month, but it is so beautiful. I think I might hang this one up instead of selling it like I do with my other paintings.
Sincerely Hadley Jane
March 25, 2012
Tina decided to come over with her new BF. I already met him once, but she wants us to all really get to know one another. I made dinner. He was very nice to me, but it was obvious he adored Tina. He kept grabbing her hand under the table, thinking I wouldn't notice. He wrapped his arm around her. I wonder if I will ever have that?
Sincerely, Hadley Jane.
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He Gave Me You
Short StoryI had nothing but now I have one thing, I have you. And I know what I have isn't much but I still sit here wondering if you to know I love you baby. I will always love you. You were the perfect mistake Haley. (COMPLETED AND EDITED) Copyright all ri...
