Harrassment

Story: part 6

  This chapter will be predominantly in a messages format.

  When I got home from school there were three messages

Him: That looks painful (this was in response to a picture I had sent of a wasp sting on my arm)
Him: You at home
Him: Can you tell me what's up now

Me: Are you sure you want to know?

Him: I've told you that you can tell me anything

Me: It's just that I've been sort of questioning my sexuality a bit

Him: Do you still like me

Me: As a friend, yes (I was trying to let him down easy)

Him: I still love you though
Him: Do you love me

Me: I don't know

Him: What about when we made out you said that you liked it

Me: I don't know

Him: Please don't break up with me I love you 😘
Him: Please say something
Him: Kirsty I want you to stay with me
Him:Please

Me: But you don't even want to tell people we might be going out

Him: "I don't want are relationship to go bad (he means our)
Him: Think how much *he uses my sister's name* made fun of us when she thought we went to a field

Me: Think how much people made fun of your teeth, they don't any more (I was honestly not being mean, people did make fun of his teeth and it proved my point while I was fighting a loosing battle)

Him: I don't care about my teeth because that I can change
Him: I can't change us going out because I love you
Him: I have to go I have some thinking to do

Me: Me too

  We both left and I think we both thought, I was honestly really pissed off because he ignored what I'd said just because he didn't want to break up. It was like he was trying to keep me in a cage.

  About an hour later he texted again

Him: I am sorry about before
Him: I didn't mean keep us a secret forever because that's  not possible
Him: We have been going out for a week we have had one date can we just keep us between us for like a month (I love how he ignored that I clearly didn't want to stay with him)
Him: So can we put this fight behind us
Him: Come on just read the texts I know you are on your phone

Me: It's not a fight
Me: And I'm still not sure
Me: I don't want to break up with you and be wrong
Me: But I can't pretend to be someone I'm not

Him: I know that
Him: But I love you and you said you loved me and I can't stop thinking about are past week together (the rest of this message was cut off but it's the same basic idea)
Him: And all the stuff about us staying secret just for a little while

Me: So you're saying you'd be fine being in a relationship with someone who wasn't attracted to you?

Him: No because that isn't a healthy relationship its just maybe we should take a break and deal with the stress
Him: But I know somehere you love me(I didn't) and I love you just give it some thought

Me: This isn't a healthy relationship

Him: So what you are saying we should break up you said 1 week ago you would go out with me and I said I would go out with you
Him: Just think about are first date I could see in your eyes that you liked me (there he goes again, telling me how I feel)

Me: So you're saying I shouldn't break up with you because I said I'd go out with you?

Him: No
Him: It's your choice(was it though?)

Me: Then what are you saying?

Him: Just think do you still like me

Me: As a friend

Him: So we are breaking up then

Me: Idk

Him: But you said you like me as a friend that is not the same as bf

Me: I know

Him: I love you and I want to stay with you but if you don't want to stay with me that's your choice(is  it though?)

Me: I just don't know (I knew I wanted him to break up but I didn't want to hurt his feelings and he was being soo needy)

Him: Just give it some thought

Me: I have

Him: If you have give it some thought then do you want to stay with me

Me: I just don't want to lose you as a friend

Him: Kirsty(that's my deadname, if I haven't already mentioned) everything you are telling says we are breaking up

Me: Well you figure it out

Him: We are breaking up
Him: Everything you are telling me says that

Me: But are we still friends?

Him: I could never be friends with an ex and hope your happy goodbye

Me: We aren't exes because of a fight tho(I have no clue why I wanted to stay friends to begin with, something about a fear of rejection)

Him: You said it wasn't a fight

Me: Because it wasn't

Him: All I need is a straight (I'm gay so no) answer do you want to stay me gf

Me: No, I can't(because I'm a LESBIAN)

Him: Then I can't be friends with an ex goodbye

The rest is fairly repetitive; I try to be reasonable, he's closed minded. I did break up with him in the end and he terminated the friendship