ARRANGED | Ran H.

ᴄʜᴀᴘᴛᴇʀ ᴛᴡᴇɴᴛʏ ғɪᴠᴇ

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" 𝗌𝗂𝗍 𝗁𝖾𝗋𝖾. " you tap the wood beside you and turn you gaze again back to the sea.

a complete silence filled the two of you for some minutes.

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just you and him admiring the view and the relaxing sound of capillary waves caused due to calm wind and light breezes.

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first time in a while since the both of you having a comfortable silence..

" 𝖸/𝖭.. " he said almost a whispered.

" 𝗁𝗆𝗆𝗆? "

" 𝗂'𝗆 𝗋𝖾𝖺𝗅𝗅𝗒 𝗌𝗈𝗋𝗋𝗒 𝖿𝗈𝗋 𝗐𝗁𝖺𝗍 𝗂 𝖽𝗂𝖽. " his sound so sincere. you can feel it that makes your heart clenching.

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it hurts.

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those months that you did your best to make him feel how you love him.

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those months that everytime he went home and you know who's with him before that.

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those times that he will lie and you know it.

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those times that you will convince yourself to understand him.

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maybe some people would think that you're being too much wanting to get divorce.

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but '𝘣𝘢𝘯𝘥-𝘢𝘪𝘥𝘴 𝘥𝘰𝘯'𝘵 𝘧𝘪𝘹 𝘣𝘶𝘭𝘭𝘦𝘵 𝘩𝘰𝘭𝘦𝘴.'

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you miss those happy moments with him...

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everytime he will give you bouquet of tulips randomly,

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everytime he will ask you some questions about yourself to know you more,

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everytime he will caught you off guard by his sweet actions,

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how focus he is everytime you will share some little stories even though sometimes it's nonsense.

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meanwhile him.....

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he regretted everything he did to you.

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if he can change or take back time to fix things.

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