It'll be ok - Ziam Mayne

Prologue

Zayn's pov

"You little worthless faggot! Why're you even here? You should have died!" And with that my dad punched me in my stomach that I fell backwards and hit my head on the floor. My dad took that as an opportunity to kick me in the head and I passed out.

I don't know how long I was laying there but when I woke up the house was empty, and it was dark outside. My dad probably went to a club, my sisters are at a friend's, and I was alone at home. My mom...

I ran upstairs in my room and locked the door. Just in case my dad comes back. I felt very sore, but I know that nobody cares.

I took my best friend, the blade, and sat on the floor in my bathroom.

One for being worthless

One for being gay

one for making my dad angry

one for having no friends

I started crying... It was not completely true because I have Louis but still

one for being weak

one for being dumb

one for being depressive

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