No Strings

Changing Rooms

I need to be careful with what I say.

"Make you sick?"

"Yeah. I get this horrible nausea feeling in my stomach and throat. So I don't think about you with anyone else."

"Marina, what if we were just.. exclusive." She asks. My heartbeat really speeds up. "Not dating, not not dating. Just exclusive to each other. Not seeing anyone else."

"That sounds nice." I smile a little, she does too. Hers is with relief. I can tell because she doesn't do that type of smile often.

"You had me worried, I thought you were gonna shoot me down."

"Why would I do that? You mean a lot to me and I'd be sad to think that there wasn't anything between us." I take her hands. It's bold of me, I know. But I do really like her. "I don't know how actually dating would work out though. Would we come out? What if it changed things?"

"No one would have to know anything you didn't want them to know. I'd handle it however you wanted me to.." she pauses "But we don't have to worry about that. Not yet at least, keep up all the flirting and looking pretty and maybe it's a problem we'll have to deal with." She jokes, but there's too much truth underneath it for me to brush it off.

"Do you mean that?" I ask, she raises her shoulders

"It isn't out of the question.. I know you're scared, and I am too. We don't know how it'd be, but I'm really enjoying whatever we are right now. And I don't want it to stop."

"Me neither." I think about what she said.. It's a lot to unpack, but I'm really happy about how she feels and what she's said. "I think making us exclusive was a good call." I lean up and kiss her cheek then let go of her "I need to change."

"Nice" she sits down on my bed "I'll watch."

"What if I get self conscious?" I ask, she rolls her eyes "What?"

"You said yourself I've already seen your body, and it's my favourite body in the world." She pauses "I'll pretend I'm not looking, how about that?"

"That works." I smile at her compliment, then start to undress. I don't look at her because she'll make me nervous, but I do feel her looking at me. It's hot.

I love knowing that she wants me and that she thinks I'm beautiful. I feel lucky that she's only interested in me, because I really can't think of anyone more perfect than her. And she wants me to herself, which is even better because it means she really really wants me.

I get down to just my underwear and start to choose what I can wear today. My closet is big and I have too much to choose from.

"Look how beautiful you are.." I hear her voice right behind me, then I feel her hands on my hips. "You're so unbelievable.." she kisses my neck from behind, letting her hands slide up to my waist.

"You feel good.." I tilt my head so that she can kiss me more. She licks all the way up my neck, slowly and gently. Then she kisses behind my ear when she reaches the top. I 'mmh' for her, showing her I enjoy how she feels.

"You better stop making noises like that or else we won't be going out anywhere.." she says suggestively, then lets go of me and sits back down. It feels empty not having her so close to me.

"Would that be a bad thing..?" I find myself asking her, turning around to look at her

"Yes it would" she laughs "I'm taking you out on another half date today, not just fucking you in your bedroom."

"Could lead to both.." I mumble, turning back to my closet. I don't know what to wear but I'm thinking a dress. "And anyway, don't two half dates make one whole date?"