why do drugs when you can be reborn as a god

ok that's good, that's good, that's- THAT'S ENOUGH FUCKING ANGST

TW  FOR VIVID DESCRIPTIONS OF CORPSES, DEATH AND THAT KIND OF THING

They fall

I freeze as I watch them, I hear a sickening crunch as they hit a platform below. I can't see them. they fell so far down, they're probably dead. But I have to check, I need to see. I need to. After all I don't know how long a fall has to be to kill a vessel. In the intro to the game you see ghost easily survive a fall at least two times bigger. They have to be fine, maybe it was just a crack, maybe they just hit some loose rocks. Please I need them to be alive they can't have died so soon, please, I beg to whatever god. As I climb down, I begin to hear garbled static attempts at words. They make my non-existent ears ring and my head pound, and as I keep heading towards it I swear I feel the void in my body absolutely writhe as it continues. 

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I force the static to cut off as it gets more and more garbled and panicked. God I'm so sorry, if I'd just noticed a little sooner, reacted a little faster, maybe this wouldn't have happened. For the first time since I've gotten here there's no joke to be made, no quip or finny thing about the situation I'm in, nothing to laugh at and make it better. As I finish the trip to goateye's corpse I truly see them. If I thought the light tower guy was bad this is a hundred times worse.

DESCRIPTION OF A CORPSE AND DEATH COMING UP DON'T READ IF THIS TRIGGERS YOU OR MAKES YOU UNCOMFORTABLE