Unexpectedly inlove [GL'S SERIES #1]

Chapter 42

Napaka inosente, the way she act and the way she talks, and her personality says it all. I hate how naive she can be, looking at her and being around her you'll notice how fragile she is. I just wanna strungle the people who calling her by those fvcking awful names

She's doesn't deserve to be treated that way, but at the end i am the one who made her feel less

God know's how much i love that gal, she makes everything easy for me, one smile of her makes me feel that everything is gonna be okay and i can do everything as long i am with her. Sometimes i hate how nice she is, other people is taking her for granted like those animals friends she have before without her knowing

Damn.. i wish i can bring back time, sana pinigilan kong mahulog sakanya.. sana hindi ko hinayaan ang sarili kong mapalapit sakanya because at the end i didn't know i will just hurt her without any choice i have

I close my eyes and suppress the tears that building onto me "i said leave me alone!" Napadilat ako ng magbukas ang pinto revealing eliana who's seriously staring at me, walking slowly. she looks tired

Pagod ang mga mata at mugto pa ang mga ito and that made me remember what happened last night

She pressed her lips and handed me the box she's holding right now "W-we can't still find her.." she sadly said

I clenched my jaw when i saw kung anong laman ng box na binigay niya..

Aizlyn's phone..

Napahawak ako sa ulo ko while leaning on the headboard, i blankly look at her "i told to all of you not to bring her there right?" I began "i told you i can talk to her without those stupid p-plans!" My voice broke because of the anger building inside me "i can talk to her.. she'll listen to me eli.. w-why! l-look what happen.." sunod sunod ang paghikbi ko

Hindi namin alam kung nasan siya, simula ng umalis siya kagabi ay hindi nanamin siya nakita pa we don't know if she's okay or what, wala pakong tulog sa kakaisip kakauwi ko lang kaninang madaling araw because I personally look for her anywhere possible na puntahan niya

I'm hella worried especially when one of our guards found her phone at binigay yun sa pamilya niya. Mababaliw ako sa kakaisip

This is all my fault because of what i did to her last night darn this

I hurt her, i hurt the girl who once treat me like i was a beautiful dream she reach, but little did she know

She's the dream, she's the standard that i'm willing to chase in every lifetime. But now i'm wondering..

Am i still deserving?

"She'll come back.. babalik siya sav. Babalik siya.." eli whispered weakly

Of course babalik siya, i owe her an apology. Buo pa sa memorya ko how she look at me last night, she's deeply hurt god knows how much i want to hug her and tell her that i love her, that everything i did was sincere that i really don't want to do that to her that i just want to protect her from the persons who wants to harm her

She needs to be back, marami pakong gustong sabihin sakanya, she still wants to go back to batanes with me and live there, tutuparin namin yon i promise her that..

—6 months after

"Everything is okay now, he's already in jail and his son is under medication.." he said from the other line telling me the good news

I sighed, is really everything okay? because of those asshole i lost her, i became miserable living on this huge penthouse i got here in london. Everyday has passed pero hindi ko parin siya makita

I did everything, lahat ginawa ko to find her but theres no trace on her.. even her family is doing everything to look for her

I got to the point na nadala pako sa hospital because of exhaustion, walang ganang kumain naglilibot lang sa kung saan para mahanap siya even the media ay natakbuhan kona everything is aware how much i hate  publicity, pero if that's the way to know where she is dang kahit paulit ulit ay gagawin ko, lahat ng connection na meron ako ay ginawa kona

But still..

Gabi gabi dinadalaw ako ng lungkot at pagiisip, that night when i hurt her are stil hunting me

Hindi kona alam ang gagawin..

"Good." I simply answered at ibaba na sana ang telepeno when he uttered her name that made me stop on my track

"You need to go home asap." Pansin ko ang panginginig sa boses niya "i-its confirmed sav, our family confirm it already we already have it.."

i froze the moment he said that.

No, no...

It's not true.. that can't be, he's lying

It's not true.. i'm still waiting. i still have to say sorry and make it up to you baby

I balled my fist when i heard his next sentence and i didn't realize na may iluluha papala ko after those six months na iniyak ko

"She's gone saviel."