what is love?

first drive

the silence was loud so loud

"Mommy it's Christmas! daddy Mommy wake up it's Christmas!" little me laughed while trying to wake my parents up

my mom woke up her eyes tired

"I'm up I'm up" my mom said annoyed a little

my mom shook my dad as he soon got up

we walked in the living room as little me shook in joy

we sat in the living room them on the couch me by the tree

i took a present that said 'from daddy'
i wiggled in joy opening the present

i squealed as i saw a train set

"oh my gosh I've always wanted this! thank you daddy!" i said exited

i opened a present that said 'from mommy'
i looked and saw it was a blue teddy bear

"its so nice i love it mommy! thank you!" i said looking at her

she smiled

as i opened more presents thanking them and santa

i herd whispering as my mom and dad left the room

"il be back Alex" my mom said as my dad and her left the room

i silently played with my toys till i herd yelling

little me couldn't make out what they were saying

till i herd an

"I FUCKING HATE YOU" i herd my mom say as she walked into the room i was in

"hunny mommy has to go and run errands"
my mom said as i was confused

"errands? whats that" i said

"NOT!, not right now hunny mommy has to go" my mom said as she walked away

"DONT YOU DARE FUCKING LEAVE" i herd my dad say

"WHATS STOPING ME?" my mom said as they started arguing again till i herd something smash and everything went quiet

"quackity?"

"quackityy?"

"quackity are you okay!?"

i went back to reality as i saw Karl speaking my name

"s-sorry i-" i said but was cut off

"its okay don't worry about it i have your change of  clothes there in the bathroom" Karl said smiling at me

"thank you" i said walking towards the bathroom then soon reached it opening the door and turning on the lights

i closed the door and took of my change of clothes and put on the new change

i was wearing a red sweater with a lighter red big strip in the middle with a pair of blue baggy jeans and black socks

i walked towards the room i assumed was Karls and sapnaps

i knocked as they answered

"can i look around while i wait" i asked

"yeah we will be out soon!" Sapnap said

i walked down the dark hallway looking around i saw another room and walked in

it was empty but one thing on the floor

i walked over it and it was a beanie that read out

L A F D

i tilted my head wondering what it stood for

i put the beanie on my head and smiled

i ran to the bathroom and looked in the mirror my black hair covered by the beanie
when i looked in the mirror before i never liked my hair.  With the beanie i felt better

i smiled in the mirror as i turned around to see Karl

"oh you found my old beanie, i don't wear it often i thought it was a stupid choice to buy but it looks good on you" Karl said smiling

i looked at the male

"t-thank you" i said

"cmon we gotta get going" Sapnap said as he walked by me

"oh that beanie finally has a reason to be here" Sapnap said as we started walking out the house

i put on my shoes as i walked out the door sapnap behind me locking there house door

i walked beside Karl he was wearing a sweater like me with jeans

i walked till we reached the car getting in the back seat

i sat down closing the car door as they got in as well

"first were gonna go to the mall to get you some new shoes and clothes that fit you" Karl said

"i'm sorry, i should have stayed i don't wanna be a bother" i said sighing

"quackity we actually quite like ur company ur a great addition to our house" Sapnap said looking at me

i felt something in my stomach like there was something moving in there it felt weird

i smiled at the males in the front seat as i enjoyed the drive

my first drive

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