"I want to" I said with no hesitation

I looked back and he had 2 things in his hand a gun & a knife. I chose the knife because I wanted him to feel everything just as I did.

"Are you sure?" I heard La ask

This is the first time she let her presence known. I noticed she didn't have what she had on earlier. She had on a black 2 piece set with her hair pulled back no make up w/ one of Dell hats on.

 She had on a black 2 piece set with her hair pulled back no make up w/ one of Dell hats on

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"Mhm I'm sure please don't nobody else ask me am I sure today. Any decision I make today I stand on it" I let everybody know

When I picked up the knife out of Dell hand I turned around and let my anger take over. I let my hand come don't on his chest over and over again. I felt good to hear him scream. I thought about all the times he held me down and made me cry out for help. I can't even tell you how long or how many times I stabbed him. All I know is that La was pulling me off him

"that's enough baby" she said grabbing my hand mid air

Once I snapped back into reality my chest heaved up & down

La rubbed my back and told me over & over again

"It's going to be ok"

"I'm good , I'm going to get air" I headed out the doors that's made me face my worst nightmare

Taj

The shit I just seen and heard is sick as hell. I literally couldn't hold it in no more. I instantly let everything I had ate earlier in the corner.

"Shit baby , are you ok ?" Dave came over to me fast touching my back

I shrugged his hands off me

I was already irritated with him and pissed at the whole Zay situation so him touching me really irritated me more.

"You good friend ?" La came over and asked me

"Yes I just wanna be done with this" I told her before slapping the fuck out of Zay w/ my gun while he laid  in his own blood

I watched as he barely opened his eyes.

"Shit" he mumble out

"Wake yo bitch ass yo nigga" Dell said as he poured cold water on him

"Uhhhhhhuhhh" Zay tried to come up for air

That nigga thought he was drowning. I couldn't stand the sight of this man .

"You don't know how long I been waiting on this to have you looking up to me begging & pleading for your life"

"Man I gotta baby on the way don't do this" he kept on pleading with me

"You think I give af about you about to have a baby ? I don't bitch. You killed mines remember?"  I asked him

He didn't do anything but put his head down

Silence he was fucking silent

"Oh you silent now but when you was kicking me down the stairs you was big & bad . Remember when you hit me with that steel frying pan ? Well I got something for you

POW POW POW

"Ahhhhhhhhhhhh"

Was instantly heard after those 3 shots & I shot him in both of his hands & his dick.

Everybody in the room was shocked that I could use the gun so good but Dell wasn't. He knew how good I could use a gun because he is the one that taught.

I paced the floor back to back. All I kept hearing was him wining & crying saying just kill him. I wanted him to suffer like I did.

"Stop all that crying bitch ! I know you remember telling me that . suck that shit up be a man. Oh you can't because your a pussy" I said shaking my head at him

Nobody dared to say anything to me the whole time I was dealing with Zay.

"Fuck you Zay"

I emptied the clip in his body with no remorse. I hated that man , he made my life a living hell.

As I walked out & handed the gun to Dave & told him

"You know what to do"

Not caring if he felt a way. He knew what to do , make all that shit disappear , he see how I could get.

My main focus now was to become a better me & start the real process of healing.

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