Ultraviolence -Damiano David

28

So, i got my account back 😍
I decide to continue this book, just to complete it. We are 5 or 6 chapters away from the end.💖

"It's really awkward don't you think?"

I ask Damiano while I try on another wedding dress.
"I don't like this one. "
He avoids answering by telling me that he doesn't like the wedding dress I'm trying on.

"What? It's my favourite. "
Victoria disagrees with him and I thank her by telling her that I agree with her.

"No, it's too good for that marriage. "

Clearly annoyed, I don't answer and look at myself in the mirror.

How did you end up like this Stella?

"Being rude won't make you cooler, you know?"
Bella attacks him and a laugh escapes my mouth but I soon correct it.

His hand goes to my waist and he pulls me into his arms.
I feel uncomfortable at that moment whenever I try to get away from him.
The store is looking at us and it's not the best place for a secret relationship.

"You two are so weird, I swear. "

Thomas breaks his silence.
Well, he is right. We are so weird for each other, that's why in one month from now i will be marrying John.

"I like that. I think that's the one. "
I finally say, this wedding dress is a dream.
I feel like a princess.

[. . . ]

"Are you okay?"

Damiano comes next to me while I'm lost on my own thoughts.

"Stop being moody, let's dance. "
I'm surprised he can have fun every moment without thinking about the after, unlike me.

It's not going to get me anywhere.
I don't even know why I accepted all this and I'm surprised at myself.
As much as I want him, we're bad for each other.

"I don't feel like it. I will keep drinking my vodka if that's okay with you. "

"Did John know where you really are?"

"No, i told him i'm at Bella's"

"Right! How come she didn't come today? She doesn't miss a party. "

Here's something I hadn't thought of.
I didn't even tell her this morning that Damiano had the perfect idea for a party.
I'm a bad friend.

"I forgot to tell her. "

"Will you stay with me tonight?"

"I can't, I don't know what to say to John. "

"Okay, I'm gonna see you tomorrow then. "
He leads to kiss me but I walk away.

"You only have 28 days left. "

I remind him.
Nothing will change in these 28 days, whatever he thinks.

I have made my decisions.

"I know and I'm okay with that. I know that you always gonna be mine Stella. "

His words make me to shake my head in shock. He makes me so angry.
When he gets arrogant, it makes me hate him.

"Believing something like that made you feel like a grown man? Is this who I am? A prize of yours?"

I spit out my words as I get up in a hurry.
I hear him calling me and ignore him as I say goodnight to the rest of the group.

I have to stop this crazy situation.