Baaton baaton mein dono ne apna khana finish kar liya tha..
Karan ne Tejasswi ki har ek baat suni... what she was looking at.... it was not Karan!!!!
Karan ko yeh baat realize ho gyi thi... woh itna perfect nahi tha...
Karan ko aise kheyaalon mein khoye dekh kar woh poochti hai "kya soch rahe ho???"
Karan uski or dekhta hai "nothing... tumahari baatein soch raha tha... tum kitna analyze karti ho sab!!!"
"Han... meri buri aadat!!!"
"Nahi.. acha hai, insaan ko pta hona chahiye ke woh kahan par khda hai... not physically or economically... but Mentally and Emotionally for sure!!! Just like you!!"
"Han han...
Vaise tumne koi jawaab nahi diya!!!!!" Tejasswi uski aankhon mein delhti hai..."
Karan bhi usse dekhta hai aur ek lambi saans leta hai... "okay... so you want honesty!!!
I like you Tejasswi.... I really do!!!
Par pyaarrrrrr...... am not sure about that.
And I know I shouldn't be sorry for it.. because it's not my fault.... and... yet..
I am so sorry...
I am not that.... you are looking for....
But if you want to start it all over again... then I'll be love to fall in love you with you...."
Tejasswi ko iss baat ka bilkul bhi bura nahi laga tha.. he did the kindest thing to tell her the truth... "You mean from 0???????"
"Han.........
Acha ek baat aur....
Tumhe pta hai na... ladkiyon ko lekar main kitna popular type tha school mein... I literally used them.... so still me??????????"
Tejasswi hairaani se usse dekhti hai "mtlb tumne sach mein unka use kiya... for kiss and all???????"
"Yeahhhhh I tried to be play boy at that time... I was 16 yaar!!!!!!!"
"And now???????" She glanced.
"Nahi.. ab toh bas koi permanent chahiye..."
"Good... I can be that permanent. "
Karan uski or smile karta hai "acha ek aur baat... you really loved me this much.... that you are ready to do this... agar mujhe tumse pyar naa huya toh???"
"Impossible!!!!!
Aisa ho hi nahi sakta... You'll definitely gonna love me...
And YES
I really love you.... ab itna time wait kiya hai toh thodi der aur sahi....."
Karan usko confident dekh kar khush tha.. and yeah... han woh ab uske type ka nahi hai.. par ho jayega!!!
Aisi ladkiyan kahan milti hain....? So understanding!!!!!
"Chalo theek hai.. phir...
Par sab kuch mere hisaab se hoga!!!
And what about your work????"
Tejasswi haste huye bolti hai "ab itni sachi baatein ho hi rahi hain toh.... sach boloon toh mera koi kaam nahi hai...
Tumahare liye aayi hoon!!!!"
Yeh sun kar Karan ke dil mein ek tees uth-ti hai... he is feeling so worse... ke koi usse itna pyar karta hai.. itne time se... aur usse koi idea hi nahi tha!!!!
And she's trying so hard!!!!!! Yeh dekh kar usse bura lagta hai....
Ab woh definitely usse pyar karna chahta tha... for the rest of his life!!!!
"Tum yeh sab kaise kar rahi ho?? Taqleef nahi hoti?????"
Tejasswi uske dono hath apne haathon mein leti hai "Pehle hoti thi.. par jab se pyar ka matalb samjh aaya hai.. tab se nahi hoti...
Love leads you to peace... and calmness!!!
Bura toh tab lagta, jab tum mera dil rakhne ke liye pyar ka drama karte ya yeh soch ka haan kar dete ke.. dheere-dheere pyar ho jayega!!!!
Woh khud se bhi dhokha karte aur mujhse...
But you chose honesty... and I like it!!!
That's the best thing..."
Karan ko yakeen nahi ho raha tha ke yeh wahi Tejasswi hai.. jo Manali mein itni confuse.... strange si thi... and look at her now!!!!
"Acha.. itna change kaise aaya??? Manali mein toh tum boht ajeeb behave kar rahi thi!!!"
Tejasswi cringed face banaati hai aur apna chehra apne hathon mein chupa leti hai!!!!
"Arre yaaar..... woh toh yaad hi mat dilwao...."
"I want clarity... ab rishta bna rahe hain toh mujhe sab jaan-na hai..."
Tejasswi haste huye bolti hai "tumhe apne bare mein bhi batana hoga!!!!"
"Done!!!!!!"
"Okay..... main woh strange type ki nahi hoon... tab bas mujhe pta hi nahi tha ke I am in love with you!!!
Sach bataoon... toh... from my 2nd year of graduation.... I used to think.... in a physical way about you....
Tum samjh rahe ho naa?????"
Karan apna dimaag chalaata hai "like as in sexually??????"
Tejasswi han mein sir hilaati hai... "11th, 12th... 1st year tak sab theek tha... you were my crush..
But after watching your that shirtless picture on Instagram... my hormones litterly gets high!!!!
I've never imagined you in that way... I mean... Not even a single soul!!!!
It was always have been You!!!!
Aur hamari thodi-thodi conversation bhi hoti rehti thi...
Tab se mujhe lag raha tha ke I just want to have sex with you... phir tumahara yeh craze khatam ho jayega!!!
Aisa nahi tha ke kabhi khatam hi nahi huya tha!!!!
I get over you... par phir tum mujhe message kar dete the... ya story ka reply kar dete the... and your posts.... your ummm.... talks.... and all!!! Mujhe phir se tumahari or.. le jati thi...
It's was not like straight 9 years..
There have been ups and downs...
So when Finally... I get to meet you at Manali!!!
Mera stupid mind tumhe waise hi pictured kar raha tha!!!
Main sach mein itni stupid nahi thi.. jitna manali mein lagi...
Mujhe laga ke agar hum sex kar lenge toh tum mere dimaag se nikal jaoge!!!!
And Here I am.... with
I LOVE YOU
"Tumhe Manali ke baad realize huya ke tum mujhse pyar karti ho?????"
"Han.. pehle sochti thi ke obsession hai!!!!"
Karan pyar se usse dekh raha tha... " I know hum starting se start kar rahe hain... but.... Can I kiss you??????"
Tejasswi uski or dekhti hai "yeahhhhh that'll work..."
And Karan pulls her closer to him.. he hold her hand in his... and there lips touches to each-other!!! Tejasswi closed her eyes... butterflies was in head... thinking about that kiss.... that touch!!! It made her melted 🤍
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Toxic (Tejran)
FanfictionThis story about Karan and Tejasswi. Who love each-other secretly but never tells each-other. Through eyes, actions and observation.. they both become toxic to each-other. There's no escape for anyone.. are they ever going to be together for real??
