Saga-
I've been overthinking everything, especially about this boy. I can't think of anything else but him.
He's really been on my mind, and I know I like him because the first time I saw him at the gas station, I fell in love with his looks. Which are the first things I notice in a guy.
Other people may find other things attractive, but I find looks to be very appealing.
Andrea told me about 4 months ago that the first thing she notices in a guy is their kindness or the way they dress.
I don't, because, as I previously stated, I find looks appealing.
I fell in love with my ex-boyfriend because of his appearance.
I didn't fall in love with him because of his pleasant demeanor.
He was kind and sweet, but I didn't notice that while dating him.
I'm just afraid to tell him because what if he doesn't respond positively?
What if he responds, "No, what the fuck?" "You're so unattractive."
I despise overthinking everything; it makes me cry so much.
Even after that reassurance, I feel stupid because I overthought so much; I just wish I could switch my brain out with the person I overthink about so I could actually know how they feel and think about me.
So I wouldn't overthink things as much.
But I know that's not going to happen, so I'll just have to live with it or control it because I despise it right now.
I despise so much.
It sometimes makes me want to shoot my brain.
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RandomThe story eventually revolves around a young teenage girl named Saga Campbell who experiences a physically depressing breakup with her boyfriend, Benjamin. She doesn't get over it for months. She becomes mentally ill and is unable to physically get...
