"and i hate that i hate that"
"you're happy without me"
-----------dear diary,
its time to admit,
that i am selfish.today,
my mom just ask me about you.right.
i didn't tell her about the breakup.
i didn't tell her about my relapse.
i didn't tell her about my thoughts and feelings.
i didn't tell her what happen to us.
and you know what i said?
"we are fine,
he's is still the source of my happiness"at least i didn't lie of you being my source of happiness.
because you are.
but now.
you are the reason why i relapse.
you are the reason why i breakdown everyday.
but for sure i wont tell her that.
she loves you.
just not much as i do.
YOU ARE READING
hate that.
Fanfictionjung sungchan hates it when osaki shotaro is happy. 。*゚+ © all rights to me