"once more"
"i reload the photo"
"checking just in case"
"i hate myself and I'm sick and tired of myself"
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dear diary,
as usual i keep reloading the photos of us together.
reminiscing the memories of us,
'osaki shotaro and jung sungchan',
was written in every pictureof us.
i see myself wondering and checking again just in case,
maybe we had the chance to start all over i again,
or i hope so.
but as i keep doing that,
i grew hate on myself,
i am so sick,
pathetic even,
worst,
tired of myself.
creating fake hopes,
imagines,
and dreams,
all around me,
i'm tired of it.
YOU ARE READING
hate that.
Fanfictionjung sungchan hates it when osaki shotaro is happy. ｡*ﾟ+ © all rights to me
