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𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓𝟗

I had hung out with Evan all day, It was 2:00 AM and we were both tired, He wrapped his arm around my waist "It'll be okay" Evan whispered just underneath my ear, I held his hand I was on my side and so was he, He fell asleep shortly after whilst I was awake a tear ran down my cheek, I had killed John, I was a killer, I will never be the same anymore and I couldn't tell anyone about it because they would turn me in to the police, I close my eyes trying to ignore my thoughts, When I close my eyes all I can see is his hands gripping onto the edge and his face tense up as he struggles to hold on, I grabbed my phone and turned the brightness down not wanting to wake Evan up with the bright light, I receive a message from an unknown number

IT MUST BE SAD YOU FAILED KILLING YOURSELF OVER FOUR TIMES BUT NEVER FAILED TO KILL SOMEONE ELSE

FROM: UNKNOWN

I read the message, I furrowed my eyebrows "Fuck" I whispered to myself I shut my phone and shove it back in my pocket, I bit my bottom lip and squeezed my eyes shut, I eventually fall asleep with Evans arm wrapped around my waist

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I had left Evans house at 2 pm, I walk into my house, And shut the door behind me I turn around to see Effy "Where have you been for the past four days?" Effy exclaimed, I glare at her" "Well the first three days I was passed out on my bed, and yesterday I was at Evans so." I told her, She immediately hugged me, I raise my eyebrows and awkwardly hugged her back with one arm "Karen told me Freddie's back home" Effy stated, I smiled "He is?" She nodded

"He was in London, He said he wanted to think things over" Effy told, "Wow, That's cool London." I spoke while nodding my head, Obviously I was being sarcastic, "I'm gonna head over JJs to tell Cook" Effy said, "He's with JJ again?" I questioned, "Mhm JJs mum has gone away" She mumbled, I furrow my eyebrows as I watched her leave I head upstairs and walk into my room, I receive another text message, I open my phone to see another message from unknown, It was an image, I click it

My heart stops for a moment as I looked at the picture, I immediately throw my phone to the ground not wanting to see any more of it, My arms were shaking, The picture was burned into my eyes, I immediately burst into tears, their eyes were wide open, no soul in there, They laid with their head tilted, a blood puddle was coming from their head My phone goes off, again and again, This was all my fault

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