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𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓𝟎

🎄MERRY CHRISTMAS!🎄

I cant believe I've made 50 chapters😳
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three weeks later

I slumped down in the seat opposite Dr John Foster, I only went there on Wednesdays and Sundays, I refused to stay like I was supposed to, Mum didn't care either way, Turns out Effy tried to kill herself the same day and time as me, What a coincidence I thought  "What are you thinking about?" He asked me in his annoyingish calm voice, "My sister" I say, "What about her?" He asked, "Nothing" I say, "You don't like her do you?" He questioned, "Not really, She takes everything away from me, Shes always been the favourite" I blurted out

"And how do you feel about that?" He asked, "I... I never really thought about how I felt about it" I said, "Have a think" He told me, I thought for a while, I felt angry, sad, left out, sometimes it didn't faze me sometimes it did, That was the exact words I told him, "It took you three weeks to tell me that" He said, I sigh "Do you have enough in you to tell me about that scar on your face" He asked

I glare at him, He asked me about this almost everytime I come here, I could tell him, "It was at a party in the woods" I start, My mind goes back to the night, The anger he had that lasted weeks, the way he constantly followed me around, how scared I was to go to parties, the hideous scar we both shared

"I don't know where he is now, I haven't seen him for about two months" I end the story there, "I'm proud of you for telling me that" He congratulated me, "You're welcome to leave now" He told me, I gladly leave the seat, I stop "Thank you" I say, I leave the building and make my way home

No one was home I suspect Mum was visiting Effy, I walk upstairs I unlock my room and walk inside, Cook was sitting on the chair of my desk "Finally, You're back" He said, "How was it then?" Cook asked me, "Meh" I say, I grab the two pills he always set down for me at the scheduled time

I wash them down with water, "I finally talked to him" I told him, He nods, "I love you, I always will, Always have" He told me, I smile "I know you do" I looked down at him, "I wish I could've told you sooner" Cook added, "Scared the shit outta me when Katie called about Effy, then you." He told me

I frown, "When I was twelve, I overdosed on purpose no one ever found out about it" I blurted out, He stopped for a moment "How?" He asked, I turn to him "I didn't mean to say that" I told him, "Tell me" Cook said, "It all started when I was nine, my best friend since birth died, I didn't even know about death, I was always confused about it, It made me go mad, I would always ask to go see her but my parents just said she's gone, A year later I would start sneaking out to go and do heroine with middle aged men, I got given pills he told me to take them all, And then I'll be gone too, by then I knew what it meant, I wanted it" I stopped

He got up and wrapped his arms around my shoulders, "It's okay" He whispered in my ear, My vision blurred from tears, He hugged me tighter, I slowly hug him back, I felt as if a weight has been lifted off my chest, We stayed like that for a while

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kinda a short chapter but an eventful one ig? how do you all feel about aphrodite's past?

how was your christmas?

how do you all feel about Cook and Aphrodite?