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𝐜𝐡𝐚𝐩𝐭𝐞𝐫 𝟓𝟖

flashback (age 15) (josh's age 18)

I sat down next to Tony, Effy was sat opposite me, "Blessed are those who can give without remembering and take without forgetting, Amen" Dad prayed, He stood up and kissed the gift Effy gave him, "Thanks, Effy, but you know this is the best birthday present I could have, A nice family meal, a chance to have a bit of quality time" Dad said, "Aw, isn't that lovely?" Mum awed, Dad started to cut the chicken "Ha you know this reminds me of when I was a boy and my Auntie Mabel when she was carving the chicken she always used to wear really loose-fitting tops and-

"Yes, I think we've all heard this one, haven't we?" Mum rubbed the back of her neck, "It's a joke Anthea, an anecdote" I rolled my eyes, "And my Dad, Your grandfather, God rest his soul, What would you like David? She used to say, And he'd look right down her front and say, I'd like breast, please and then maybe a bit of leg and stuffing" Mum chuckled, I glare at Tony who was showing his chewed up food in his mouth to Effy, I look away, "I mean he'd basically growl at her, You see that's a difficult dad" Dad pointed his fork at Tony, "No one thinks you're difficult Jim" Mum said awkwardly, "And then Mabel would get to me, What could I ask for? I scoured my brain and came up with, Thigh please Mabel, I basically asked for the only thing I could think of that was non-sexual, a thigh." Dad said, I scoff 

"Thighs can be sexy" Tony blurted out, I laugh quietly, "That's not true" Dad mumbled, "You'd be surprised you can do a lot with thighs Dad" Tony stated, "No you can't" Dad declared before cutting the chicken, I chuckled and glared at Tony "Look I'm sorry what is so sexy about thighs! I mean what on earth can you do with a thigh?" Dad exclaimed, "Please not in front of Effy, Jim" Mum murmured, Effy looked at Dad giving him innocent eyes, "Alright what would everyone like?" Dad asked, "A bit of thigh please Dad" Tony taunted, "Same" I smirked, "Oh piss off" Dad scoffed giving me and Tony both glares

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Everyone else was downstairs while I was in my room, I lift my mattress and grab the bottle of pills that had been lying there for about a week, I take one out and swallow them washing them down with a chug of vodka, I then put the pills back I put them back and place my mattress down I change into a red and black skirt and black lace-up tank top, I open my bedroom door 

"I'm going to sleep, Night!" I yelled down the stairs, "Goodnight" Mum and Dad both yelled up to me from the living room, I locked my bedroom door which I always did at night, and opened my window, I climb down the pipe and hopped on the fence, I put my black converse shoes on and went out through the fence, I turned my head to see Tony looking at me while smiling I smiled back at him and made my way out the street and went to the bus stop, Effy sat down on the bus stop shortly after 

I look at her for a quick second then turn back, "Hi Effy!" A girl squealed as she walked up to Effy, The bus arrives I get up first and sit down in the back of the bus

The bus stops, I get out of the bus and walk, a car stopped next to me, It was Josh I stopped "Hey Aprho I'm going for a late night at the sports club, Wanna come?" Josh asked me, I glared at him "Fine" I agreed, I opened the car door and sat down, We arrive Josh opens the car door for me, his friend drives off, He opens the door and we both walk in the pool table room, I look around, He walked up from behind me grabbing my waist "You know I got my ass beat for what happened the other night" I turned to him "Yeah?" Josh raised his eyebrow before connecting our lips, I kissed him back he ran his fingers down my arm and grabbed onto my wrist he pulled out for a moment and smiled at me, I plant my lips back on his, He pushes me on the pool table making me lie down with my legs dangling 

Just as he was unbuckling his belt the door opened, I quickly get up and so does Josh, I get off the table "Finally we're alone" A guy said, Josh, turned on the light "Not quite" Josh exclaimed, Effy turned around, it was Effy and Spencer "Jesus Christ, Fuck I wondered when you were gonna turn up" Spencer said, "Hello Effy, I'm Jesus Christ"  Josh smirked, Effy glared at me, I knew she knew about me and Josh I could see it in her eyes "Ah shit, I'm gonna head out" I murmured, I walk past Effy and Spencer and get out the room, people were coming out of every door every corridor, A guy comes up from behind me it was Tony "What're you doing here??" I questioned, "You here too? Fuck do you know where Effy is?" Tony panicked, "Calm down she in that room over there" I pointed at the pool table room, "Thank you, You need to leave please Aph" Tony declared, "I will" I lied, Tony nodded and quickly rushed into the room

Tony's POV

I watched as spencer snapped my phone in half  "The fuck you doing?" I asked, "Okay let's make a deal we'll call an ambulance as soon as you fuck your sister don't worry about the other one, I already did that" He chuckled, My face dropped "You're joking!" I exclaimed, "Well factually it's true so um no, not a joke, More a fun fact, we were gonna do it again today but your sister came in" Josh pushed up against me, I put Effy down and turned around "Get out my fucking way!" I pushed him he grabbed me and slammed me down on the pool table, Spencer grabbed my other hand while Josh held me down on my neck "Don't worry it's not her first time you won't be taking her virginity right, Spence?" I fight to get up "She's my sister you sick fuck!" I yelled he slams me back down "You put porno pictures of my sister on my phone and I make you fuck your sister!" Josh exclaimed, "Is this about Michelle? You really think Michelle is worth this?"

"I'm so sorry I can't get one up I can't I keep going soft!" Josh sneered, "Please whatever I did I'm sorry, I promise I'll get you back with Michelle I'll do anything I promise!" I cried He let his hands go off my neck making me be able to breathe again, He grabs my shoulders, He pushed me down to the ground, and dug his foot into me "Josh mate, Josh!" Spencer yelled, "Shut the fuck up Spence! I want you to fuck her." Josh stated, "No you can't mean that!" I cried struggling through breaths, "Do you want me to play with it a bit, Help you out yeah?"  Josh got on his knees, "I can't I really can't!" I muttered losing breath

"Then you're a shit brother aren't you?" Josh said while taking off my clothes, "She's dying over there Tony you better get hard!" Josh yelled at me, "I promise" I shrieked, Tears were filling my eyes, "Please.." "Beg me."  He said coldly "I beg you. I beg you! I beg you" I sobbed, "Well you only needed to ask, He learned his lesson" Josh got up, I breathed, I had goosebumps and I was shaking, I grabbed Effy and made my way slowly out the door, As I walked out I thought about Aphrodite and if she had left, She told me she would but I know she wouldn't, I should've known I'm a terrible brother to both of my sisters. What if Josh found Aphrodite again? He is an adult and she is just a kid, I wondered if I should go back but if I do and Aphrodite is gone then Effy would... No, I'll get Effy to a hospital

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AHHH I love this chapter so much!!