Destiel | Supernatural |

Chapter I

They won. Chuck wasn't God anymore.

Winchesters together with Jack and Aurora returned to the bunker and everything seemed to start being  normal again. There was only one thing that ruined joy of their latest victory. They lost their best friend and Aurora lost her brother. Castiel sacrificed his life so Dean could live. And the Empty took him.

When they arrived to the bunker after long and tough day, brothers went straight to the kitchen most likely to get a beer, and Aurora with Jack sat together at the table in library.

Aurora looked at Jack and immediately saw that kid was drowning in grief after loosing one of his fathers. She wasn't surprised by that given the fact that Cas was extremely important to all of them, he was part of their family and his death would surely take it's toll on all of them.

She looked at the library's entry and saw that brothers already returned with a few bottles of beer. They put it on the table and sat beside her.

Dean'd dived right into drinking his beer even before he sat on a chair, Sam followed him not long after, and Jack only stared at the wall not even aknowledgeing them, he seemed to be deep into his own world.

"You know... you've known my brother for over seven years now" Aurora finally broke silence "But I'm pretty sure he didn't tell you the whole truth..."

"What do you mean?" Asked surprised Sam.

"Well, you know that we've been human and God is our father,but... You don't know how our live'd looked like before we became angels" All three of them now was looking at her  waiting what she was going to say"

I don't think I have to tell you how our relationship with our father looked like... it's pretty obvious" she paused for a moment "He never truly cared about us, he left us when he found out... found out about Castiel's orientation" Dean at those words raised his eyes from beer bottle to girl's face, suprise and disbelief painted all around his face. Aurora looked him dead into eyes.

"He was gay" she said more to Dean then anyone else "And our father couldn't accept it. When we went to a school Cas was one of the popular kids, everybody loved him. I, on the other hand, wasn't really popular, I had a few friends but they only stick with me because of my brother. They always talked about Cas and how beautiful and sexy he was" she smiled a little.

"He finished high school and went to college but not long after he graduated he... he died" her eyes became a little glassy on a sad memory, but she didn't let herself cry" He was driving to the work and he was killed by some drunk driver. Just like that. Somebody called the ambulance. They tried to reanimate him but it didn't work." She looked at the boys and saw sadness and compassion.

"Our mother after some time got over it but I... I never really could... At first I'd been staying in home whole days doing nothing and drowning in grief but then I started partying, drinking tremendous amounts of alcohol, even doing drugs. It lasted something like a year and then... I was killed too..." she crossed her arms on her chest "On one of the parties my drunk friend told me that he loved me. I was heavily drunk so I laughed at him in front of all his friends. He didn't take it well. He followed me home, pushed me against a wall in some obscure alley and slipped my throat which hi knife. I didn't even realized when I was dead."

"That's how you became angels" Sam asked interrupting her monolog "right after the death?"

"Not really" she shaked her head "It wasn't that easy. After Cas died he didn't go straight to the paradise. He went to our father's office. He wanted Castiel to become one of his stupid, brainless angels so he can help him with his great plan, so he can help him with you Dean" she looked at mentioned boy.