~Your Inner Lover~

~~Your Valentine?.. ~~

   After some time I woke up in Karl's Arms seeing both Karl and SapNap cuddling me , nothing changed , we are so close friend since childhood , I chuckle and get up leaving them sleep , I walk out of the dorm yawning and walk outside to the schools garden , I hum softly but before I go there I decide to walk to my locker and gets my sketchbook , it was my comfort book where I could actually vent on after what I have been through.. I walk there and open it getting my book but before I knew it Wilbur pins me there looking at me in my eyes ''oi , why are Karl and SapNap so close to you ? '' he asks in total anger , I take a deep breath ''why do you care ?? It's not your business to know '' I responded looking at him with a bit fear , he sighed calming down ''yeah right .. what were you up to today ? It's been hours since you fell asleep'' he says looking at me still pinned , I look way blushing a bit ''uhm to be alone and relax , why ? '' I ask him , he chuckled softly ''may I join your day ? '' he asked softly taking my chin , oh god ... What was this feeling .. I sweat a bit gulping and nob a bit softly but before I answer he kisses me softly «what !? Did he just kiss me !? Why !? » I though to my say , I was the total blushing mess , I pull way blushing and run way , I didn't know what to do , I go under a tree and sit there taking a deep breaths , that reminded me of my ex ... He used to do that so much ughh I hated it , I take a deep breath and start sketching on my book about my day venting on it , Wilbur sighed and looked down rubbing his head «what do i do wrong ? I need to get his heart... » he though to himself and walked outside humming to himself softly starting to look for me , he saw me under a tree taking a deep breath and walked to me then he sat besides me , he didn't do anything but watched me sketch , my sketch's was not really understanding all he could understand was the mushrooms I had from a old dream I had , I yawn while sketching and lay on Wilburs lap without thinking about it and cuddled him close , what had got me ? I never knew I could do this , Wilbur blushed and held me close to him ''im so sorry for earlier duck boy , I don't know what I was thi-'' before he could end what he was thinking I kiss him blushing , he got surprised but kissed back .. this was so new to me , Wilbur took me closer him kissing me I was a blushing mess but kinda liked the feeling , after a moment we both pulled way from the kiss , I hide my face with my book embarrassed , he did the same with his beanie and chuckled ''t-that was a big surprise from a duck '' he said teasing me , I laughed and hit him softly with the book ''oh shut up Mr popular boy ! '' I say and get off of him ...
    
   Hours after that we had so much fun together , he took me to his favourite place in town , I showed him my favorite books and took him to my dad's casino , it was finally night , I giggle at his jokes ''look it's night , we should get back to the school dorms '' I say smiling , Wilbur nobs smiling and took me on his back chuckling ''i should get you there in no time ! Count on me duck boyyy! '' he said laughing as I hold on him giggling and let him carry me back to the school , on our way there I see a baby duck alone in the road lost , I jump down quickly and go pick up the little ducky ,, Wilbur looked at me and chuckled softly , I walk back to him holding the ducky and continue our way back to the school , we get there around 10 pm , everyone was asleep except.... Jschlatt my ex , I see him smoking outside the dorms and get behind Wilbur quickly , I hated the fact my ex was there , he made my life living hell and ... Abused me mentally .. Wilbur saw Jschlatt looking at him and protected me close in his arms , he carried me to his dorm and gets me to his bed , he smiled softly ''sleep well duck boy '' I blushed but fell asleep as the baby ducky fell asleep near my chest nuzzling , Wilbur smiled covering me up and went to make a love letter for valentine's day .
 

      ~~ 3 days later , 12 February ~~

    3 days passed and I have gotten so close to Wilbur , we talked so much in class whole Mr Philza was giving us detention , we made a little house for the little ducky in Wilburs dorm , we even got a new song for music class ... It felt so good and nice , but now everyone was getting ready for Valentine's day already, I decided to go to the little harder I made with Wilbur and gasped in surprise seeing a picnic with some candles and flowers blushing , Wilbur walked behind me and hugged me ''how does it look duck boy ? ~'' he asked being flirty and chuckled nuzzling on my neck , I blushed quickly and hid my face ''is it all this for valentine's day or you have a date ? '' I ask him and hid my blush way , he chuckled softly ''nahh I just wanted us to have a cool picnic ! '' he said smiling and took me to the place where I supposed to sit down , I sit down giggling and look around blushing , he smiled seeing me happy and smiling , Wilbur took the food and got it Infront of both of us , music started to play as he started singing to me , I look at him blushing And listen to him silent , he took my hand and we started dancing , I didn't know what really I had to do but I just .. let him lead me to the dance , was I in love ?.. I'm so embarrassed, he chuckled and spined me around  smiling , I giggled softly and spined around , we kept on dancing in the flowers harder after our tree now , a hour passes by and he takes some flower getting in his knees but as he does SapNap came to me and did the same , I get in shock as the both ask the same question ''will you be my Valentine Quackity ? '' they asked me in sync , I stay silent but teared up I couldn't choose I .. loved them both .. and decided to ran way to my dorm , SapNap saw Wilbur and growled softly , Wilbur death stared at SapNap and they got up looking at each other eyes deadly '' who ever makes Quackity happier will get him for Valentine's day , deal ? '' SapNap said in serious tone , Wilbur nobbed and walked way staring to go think about way to make me happier as SapNap did 5he sane walking to his dorm , Karl was watching from being hidden, he ran to me quickly having a idea and went to cuddle me on my bed , I was crying on my pillow I didn't know what to do , who to choose ... ''shh.. shh .. it's alright Alex .. I'm here for you now ... '' Karl said in a soft tone and held me close to him , I cried on him ending up falling asleep , seems like he knew what he was doing he had the PERFECT idea of all now , two hours later I woke up yawning and nuzzled on Karl being comfortable near him , he smiled and started to read books with me on him cuddling , I giggle listening to his stories and reading the book , a hour after we started playing video games and having a pillow war , he gets me down on bed laughing , I laughed in joy and hugged the pillow close , he smiled and kissed my head '' I'm so glad I can make you happy Alex ! '' he said smiling bright , I looked at him giggling ''yeah ! I'm glad you're my friend Karl , sometimes I think you're the only one that can understand me '' I say as he hugs me close to his arms , I hug him back smiling