~Your Inner Lover~

~~So gentle ... why ? ~~

       Hours passed by sleeping in Willburs arms .. I wake up around 12 am which was my last class and run to my class quickly to not be late , I get there and go sit down at the back seats . The teacher came in and started teaching, soon enough I was zooming out dreaming about casino .. a huge table with stuff on it , people making deal around it and playing the games ..
    The teacher noticed I wasn't paying attention and to me “ ehem Alex !pay attention kiddo ” I snapped out of my imagination and looked at the teacher “y-yes sir ! I apologize” I say as the teacher smiled at me and went back to teaching , I didnt noticed my old friend SapNap was in the class till he threw a paper ball at my head ,I turn to see who was it and see him chuckling . He waves at me smiling and I wave back at him smiling and go back to taking notes

    ~~After A hour ~~
 
  After class I get up taking my books and walk to SapNap and sit on his desk “ heya Sap ! Long time no see ! How are you doing ?” I ask him chuckling and looking at him ,SapNap chuckled getting his book and teases me “heya cutie ,I'm doing good ,how about I take you in a date ?~" he chuckled holding my chin , I giggle looking at him in the eyes “if that means you get me a new diamond them of course ~ "I say back teasing him , we stare each other's eyes for a moment and laugh as I fell backwards “ Lol ! That was a good moment Sap!” I get up rubbing my head , he nobs chuckling “yeah it was a good one even tho I have a boyfriend now ” SapNap chuckled smiling and gets up ,I gasp surprised “you do !? Who is it !? Tell mee !” I shake him wanting to know as he chuckled proudly “remember Karl? He is the one ” he says and walks way , I smile “ohhh ! That's good to know ! ” I walk out of the class and go to my dorm to change and rest ...

    It hasn't been long and I look at myself in the mirror thinking « wow ... SapNap and Karl got together , I wish to find one lover too ..» I sigh to my self and lay down hugging my pillow , I get my phone and scroll through my social media . I fall asleep a while later cuddling my pillow and having my phone next to me , it was a long day ..I sleep peacefully tired and dream about my casino playing games way and gambling around there

      ~~~Next day~~

  I wake up yawing tiredly and get up stretching , I yawn once again looking at my mirror , «gosh I look horrible ..» I say to my self sleepily and go take a shower , I walk in bathroom and get in bath finally relaxing before class .. after 30 minutes I get out of bath and dry my self then get changed for class , I wear my oversized hoodie and jeans with my sneakers and my lovely black beanie and walk out of my dorm humming to my self .
   I walk to class and walk in ,it was pretty early so I decide to sketch on my desk about my casino dream , some minutes later the other kids and teachers came and the lesson started , I start taking notes and pay attention to class , I somehow hated math  but payed attention ,the teacher says my name ..“Alex come to the board and solve the problem ” , I gulp anxious and go to the board started to solve the problem « how do I solve this !?» I think to my self and finnaly start solving the problem ,so may numbers , the whole class claps their hands for me ,I did it ! I solved it right ! I smile to my self and sigh in relief and walk my to my seat , the teacher look at how I solved the problem and chuckles “good job Alex ,you did great job ” he looks at me smiling ,I giggle and write it down in my note book ..
 
   Not long after the class ends ,I get up and walk to my locker and take my science book and note book ,Willbur comes to me and pins me against my locker “where have you been ?” he asks me with a gentle voice ,I look up at him blushing and respond “my dorm ? Class ?” I keep looking at him as he sighs chuckling softly “oh ? How come you didn't wake me tho ” he holds my chin gently as I blush more and look way “ well ! I don't have to tell you everything ” I respond to him blushing ,he chuckled and took my chin again making me to look at him “that a cute time to tell me that Quackity ,wanna go out after school ?" He asks me rubbing my chin , I start having a gay attack « is he flirting with me !? What do I do now ?! Ahhhh!!»i though to my self and I respond to him blushing “i-i guess y-yeah ,what time ?” he smiled at me “great! I'll come pick you up at 5 pm !” he kissed my forehead and walk way ... I was a blushing mess ,I didn't know what to do ,I hide my face with my hands dropping my books «AHHH WHAT DID JUST HAPPEN!? DID HE JUST ASK ME OUT !? OMG THIS WAS SI EMBARRASSING !!» I think to my self panicking and get my books then run to my class , I get in class and got to my seat still blushing ,Tommy and Tubbo was there and sitting beside me of course ,the gasp seeing me blushing and ask me “heyyy what happened ?” Tommy asks me looking at me and Tubbo gasps “ohhh did He asked you out already?” I nobs and hide my face in my arms in the desk ,Tommy gasps “ayyy ! That cool ! Good luck my man !” he giggled Patting my back and class started , before I knew I had fell asleep from having a anxiety attack ,the teacher sees me and sighs but keep teaching ..seem like he knew me from a other school or something ...

      ~~     After Class   ~~

   A hour passes by and the teacher walked to be after class to wake me up ,he shakes me softly waking me up “Alex wake up kiddo ” the teacher says softly, I wake up yawning and look at him ..I see my old teacher “ Mr Philza ? I didn't know you were working here ” I yawn and smile , Philza nobs “yeah I'm glad to see you here kiddo ,been long time since I have seen you ” he chuckled sitting down on a desk like a teen ,I nob and respond “mhm ..it has been long time ,how have you been Mr Philza ?” I ask and he smiled softly “im doing great ,I heard you met my son ,Willbur . How have you been at home ?” he looks at me smiling a bit worried as I sigh “not so good ...father and mother keep fighting about father getting drunk ” I look down as a tear drops down my face , Philza hugs me close and rubs my back “poor kiddo ... I'm sorry it keep happening ,I hope you get better here and get healthy ..” , I nob and hug him back tight crying out in tears and sobbing , he hold me close like I'm his own child and rubs my back softly “shhh...you're safe here mate..none will hurt you under my wings ..” he comforts me softly ..

  ~~ ~~ After some time ~~ ~~
  
   After some time I leave the class in a sad mood and walk to my other class but don't pay attention much as I felt .. depressed after crying on Mr.Philza  , the teachers noticed and let me go rest ,I walked to my dorm and fell asleep cuddling my pillow again  ...