How did we get here

Chapter nine

Today was moving day , Tommy and the guys was helping me pack "Fucking hell babe , didn't realise you had somuch stuff" Tommy said carrying the last two boxes into the back on the moving van " yeah me neither" I chuckled as he smiled as I turned to see Nikki sitting on my swing bench on the front porch smoking his cigarette lost in thought as I looked back at Tommy "I'll go see if he's ok" I said as Tommy nodded giving me a small kiss before heading back inside as I walked up the steps and sat down next to him.
"What's going on in the crazy mind of Nikki Sixx"I said looking out onto the street "just feels weird , the bands kicking off , your moving to Florida everything is moving too fast" he said leaning back in the chair making it swing "Too fast for love" I chuckled softly quoting there song as he smirked "it's going to be weird not seeing you around Ebony" he said looking at me as I looked back "I know but I'll be back on weekends and I'll come on tour every once in a while, this will work" i said looking back out onto the street.
Honestly I was shitting my self , I was leaving the guys , my work and my boyfriend in LA for a hole new career ,  like Nikki said everything was moving too fast and we are only young but theses are our dreams that we are passionate about "what about you and Tommy , do you guys think your gonna work?" He said brining out of my thoughts as I looked at him  to be honest I didn't know, me and Tommy have been so close and strong lately I never thought if the relationship would last " yeah of course" I said fake smiling as Nikki smiled back.
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                   *later on that night *

" so babe I was thinking , maybe I could get a beach house down in Florida so we have somewhere to our selfs when I come see you" Tommy said walking out of the bath room drying his hair with a towel wrapped around his waist as I looked up and smiled at him "that sounds perfect babe" I said as he smiled wide sitting behind me rubbing my shoulders as I relaxed back into him as he kissed the top of my head.
As he pulled me back so we was cuddling as he held me close while I ran my hand along his back hearing his heartbeat softly against my head, I always found it soothing when we was like this "I love you Tommy" I said breaking the silence as he looked down smiling wide which just warmed my heart "I love you Ebony , so much"he mumbled pulling me more closer as I held into him not wanting to let go.

But then Nikki's words rang thought my head 
"Do you think you guys will work out?" It's just echoed like a tape repeating its self over and over.
Why am I thinking like this when I love Tommy so much .