Love Me Worse

Whats Done In The Dark Breaks A Heart

with my eye raised I asked "you wouldn't know anything would you"

"I don't know shit that man go to the studio and come to you and his kids"He said

I smell bullshit alot of it

I rolled my eyes and said "Makayla said you guys had girls over"

I hit the weed and this niggas start getting nervous like real nervous you can tell

"Um yeah but they was for me"He said

I shook my head "well something going on"

"I don't know shit"He said

"If you say so"I said passing him the wood

We smoked and got high as hell

We laughing and bullshitting "you really robbed a ice cream truck"

"Nigga yes I was like 14 that nigga ain't have no money on that bitch I think he had like 50$"Q said

"Of course he didn't they don't make that much money"I said laughing

"Yeah I probably shouldnt of did that dumb shit I know you did bad shit"He said

"I stole a nigga stash before like all his dope he was so stupid he never expected it was me"I said

"Yeah right what you do with the dope"He asked

"I gave it to my mama and she sold that shit"I said

"Damn you one of them hit a nigga for his stash"He said

"I did what I did "I said as I smiled

"Con artist"He said

"Used to be"I said

Than he just smiled at me

Devante came out pissed "you don't hear that nigga crying"

"Nah he crying"I asked Im high as hell right now

"Fuck is you out here doing getting high while yo baby screaming"He said

I took a deep breath and said "my bad"

I got up and walked in the kitchen I already had a bottle ready and warm

Devante grabbed me by my arm "the fuck you and that nigga was doing"!

And I just looked at him and smiled and said "Now who's insecure"

"What!"He said

I pulled my arm away his hand and said "I got to go feed my baby"

I went in Santana room and picked my baby up and sat in the the rocking chair

"Im sorry baby but I've got your bottle stink"I said as I started feeding him

Looking down at Santana thinking

This shit all fun and games untill my son is growing up without a family

That shit is what kills me

Every since I had my son all I ever wanted was to give him a family

I never had that foreal I always wanted that so I never wanted my son to want for that

Ask any single mother,no mother wanna raise their kid alone we're forced to do that shit

Once I get what Im looking for Im out aint shit the nigga can say the nigga can do Im out

After I fed Santana I get a call
From Ahmad school so I had to pull up with Santana

I got to the school Office Ahmad is sitting there with a black eye