can i paint you? (a larry stylinson story)

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louis POV

what the fuck? things were going good. i was talking to El and we were catching up and then she kissed me. i felt sick. i needed to see harry. i needed to tell El. who was she to just come and kiss me? i don't like her, hell i don't even like her gender. should i tell harry? he would be mad though. i mean he can't be mad. i didn't do anything, it was her. all her.

"Eleanor what the hell was that for?"

"what?" she was acting all innocent

"i didn't want you to kiss me"

"you were the one that asked me out"

"as a friend"

"whatever"

"El, im gay"

"oh"

"yeah, imma go now"

"bye lou"

"yeah, bye"

harry's POV

i ran. as fast as i could. i went back to the boys. i told them everything and then ran into nialls room and burst into tears. i could hear them shouting at eachother. i honestly didn't want to talk to anyone right now so i'm glad they didn't follow me. why would lou kiss her? i thought we were happy. i love him but he clearly doesn't love me back. i don't know what to do. i just collapsed on the floor and sobbed. i feel like i could drown in my own tears

louis POV

i went back to our flat but haz wasn't there so i went to nialls because i think liam was there and i needed to talk to him because he knew about me dating El years ago.

"niall? liam?"

"WHAT THE HELL LOUIS?!" zayn shouted

i was so confused. there was no way zayn could know

me: what's up?

zayn: what's up? you've just been snogging your ex. i thought you were meant to be in love with my best mate

okay so maybe he did know

me: i didn't kiss her! she kissed me and i stoped it as soon as i could and left straight away

zayn: don't care mate, it's not me you need to explain to

just then i heard the faint sobs coming from nialls room. was that, no it couldnt be. harry?

"is that harry crying? oh god, what have i done? i'm a bad boyfriend i should have known she would do something like this. i should have never agreed to coffee. wait. how do you know?"

niall: well uhh..someone sort of mentioned that you were going to see your ex and harry just wanted to make sure everything was okay. said he trusted you but wondered why you didn't tell him it was your ex. he went down to check, five minutes later he burst in sobbing. barely explained to us and then went to my room. we thought we better give him some space.

i barged into nialls room

"shhhh...harry, it's okay love. i'm here okay? calm down and i'll explain everything"

"GO AWAY"

oh

"listen, it wasn't what i looked like haz. she-

"don't call me that"

"oh uh"

"just go away louis"

he never called me louis. it was alway 'lou' or 'boo'

"okay. ill give you some space and talk to you tomorrow"

i walked out and asked niall if he could stay the night at his and i'd talk to him once he'd calmed down. niall said it was okay and i went back to our flat.