Two opposite personality : One is bold , highly educated , dominate ~ Sidharth Thakur
Other is shy , innocent , introvert and left her studies in middle due to financial issues ~ Shehnaaz Gill .
It's an arranged marriage between a well educated man...
( One day every girl has to get married and leave . And I can't find alliance like this again )
" Par maa " I was cut of by " par var kuch nahi Shehnaaz , tum abhi apne bare me soncho . Mera kya hai beta aj dharti ke uper hu kal dharti ke ander " she said her eyes were moist .
( But mom )
( No But's and if's Shehnaaz , Now you think about yourself . Today I'm here and tomorrow I will be buried under the ground )
" Maa isa mat bolo please mai kaha jaungi agar aap isa kahenge tho " I said my tears were continously rolling down .
( Mom please don't say like this , where will I go without you )
" Vahi tho beta meri fikar hai agar mujhe kuch hogaya tho tere kya hoga , akele kaise rahegi tu . Ye duniya jeene nahi degi beta " she said wenting out her fear .
( That is my worry dear , if something happens to me . Their is no one for you to take care . This world doesn't let you live peacefully )
" Maa roo tho nahi , aap ise kyun bol rahe ho . Kuch nahi hoga aapko main kabhi nahi jane dungi aapko " I said hugging her tightly .
( Mom don't cry , why are you talking like this . Nothing is going to happen I will not let you leave me )
" Shehnaaz hume nahi pata kal ka suraj hamare naseeb me hai ya nahi aur jab hume itne ache log samne se ho kar rishte lee aye hai tho Mai apne beti ki khushiyon ke liye khudgarz bana chahte hu . Mere beti ko sare duniya ka pyaar aur kushiyan mile " saying she kissed my forehead wipping my tears .
( Shehnaaz we don't know if we will see tomorrow's sunrise or not . When the people themself came and asking for your hand then I want to be selfish for my daughter's happiness . I want my daughter to get all the love and happiness )
" Maa aap jaise chahte hai vaisa he hoga lakin please ye sab baate dubara na bole mujhe acha nahi lagta " I said .
( Mom whatever you wish I'm ready but please don't talk like this again . I don't like it )
" Mujhe maf kardo beta , mai tumhe ise zindagi de jaha sirf taklif hai . Tumhe apne padai bichme chodne padi , itne kam umar me itni samajdar ban gayi Kabhi parivar ka pyaar he nahi mila tumhe mere vajese " she said again she is wenting out her pain .
( Sorry dear , I gave you life were their was only troubles at every stage . You left your education become so mature in the young age . You didn't get family love because of me )
" Nahi maa , isa nahi hai . Main bahut kush hu aap isa na bole . Aap kyun aj ise bahki bahki baate kar rahe ho , aap mujhe daara rahe ho maa " I said taking her hands .
( No mom it's nothing like that . I'm happy you don't say like this . Why are you talking nonsense today . You are scaring me )
" Meri bachi tik hai ab se no roona , chalo ache se hasdo . Ab mere lado duhlan banegi kitne badi hogaye hai meri bachi " she said cupping my face .
( My baby its okay now don't cry , smile . Now my lovely daughter will become bride . You become big so soon )
" Nahi main tho abhi bhi aapki choti se gudiya hu " I said snuggling into her warmth making her laugh saying " jab tere chote chote bache hongey tabhi bhi tu mere liye meri choti se gudiya he rahegi " she said , instantly my cheeks heated up .
( No I'm your little daughter )
( When you will have your kid then also you will remain my sweat little daughter )
" Kya maa shadi ke baat ho rahe hai aap bache tak chale gaye " I said covering her with the blanket she chuckled . Then I laid down thinking about my unknown future and drifted into the deep slumber .
( What Mom here we are talking about marriage and you gone to grand kids )
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How this chapter came out ? I tried to show their mother daughter bond and her life struggle . The insecurities of her mother and the daughter .
Hope you guys are enjoying the book . What will happen next ?
